Heather Lee
My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric.
I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky.
I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts.
I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there.
I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows.
I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos.
One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)
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I played my part, kept you in the dark
Sunday, May 15, 2011 @ 6:18 PM
Audition is over!! Wooh! A small load off my mind.
But well, audition was awesome! It wasn't as bad and scary as i thought it would be.
But yea i had like 8 people watching and listening to me sing. Nerve wrecking at first, but then after i settled down, everything went well :) Sang the song that i prepared, then on the spot they tested another two songs. Now, this is the advantage of patronizing ktv outlets frequently ;D
Anyw, i received really good comments from the judges and i'm darn happy!
I really wanna thank friends who encouraged and supported me to go for the audition.
And those who gave me huge assurance, especially Tiffany, Daryl and Willie! Not forgetting CAR-E! (:
Results will be out on the 30th. Long wait i know. I'm not sure if im able to make it, cos so many others signed up for the audition, but i'm happy enough just to know that there are friends who support me. :D
Oh ya, and there was this girl who brought her whole freaking family along to watch her audition. It was like her parents, 2 sisters and her granny was there. -.- Hello?? You think you auditioning for some Hollywood production??? -.-
LOL, when she walked in to the waiting room another guy and i exchanged looks and we started laughing.
I happened to have found out something, which made me real sad. And no, i can't do anything about it.
I can only sob in my shithole.
I went to the airport alone, found a nice spot in the viewing mall and set down. I think i saw 5 airplanes took off. I started thinking as usual and then i realised, i get tired of thinking, i just couldnt focus on what i was supposed to be concentrating on. Maybe, just maybe, this time, i'm really tired of everything.
Everyday i see people, i smile, i laugh. When im tired and not showing any sorts of expression, they say i show black face. What else can i say?
I have a story to tell, a very long one. But no one bothers to listen and understand.
I have complaints to make, but no one cares enough to rectify what i'm unhappy with.
I have opinions to voice out, but most people seem to disagree with my views.
I have tears to cry, but no one bothers to wipe them off.
Why is it always me listening to peoples' problems, me helping them to solve their problems, me trying my best to keep everything going well, me doing all the shit chores, me accommodating others, me letting others choose what they want first, me trying to keep my temper and emotions under control so that matters don't get worse while others get to throw their tempers around?
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME?!
Seriously, fuck it. I'm screaming inside but no one hears it.
I feel like going somewhere far far away for awhile, with the company of someone who really cares, just to be away from all the problems.
One day, i'll get so tired i wont say anything, anymore. Except the word BYE.