Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 9:35 PM
I am so freaking tired.
Work today was fine, i guess i've already gotten the hang of it, more or less. Its just that i'm reluctant to pick up calls when i'm halfway to lalaland. ^^
And i found an awesome gossip partner, she sits next to me everyday and she's Er ning! She helps me alot because she worked at iras before and whenever i need help with the figures, i'll ask her and she always has the answer! But yea, cos people take accountancy one ma :)
And there's Doris, i just realised she's also from skss, which makes her my senior! Awesome, more things to talk about. Which means i turn left can talk, turn right also can chit chat *big smile*. Must really thank them if not time will pass super slowly! And i'm growing to love my sup. She's nicer than i thought :D
Oh yes, Chee kian called me when i was on the way home to tell me something, and i dont know why i actually alighted at the wrong stop!! I was listening to music, thinking of sleeping, and trying to figure out what he was trying to say and tada, i alighted at kovan, walked up the escalator, and realised im at the wrong station -.-
Seriously i need SLEEP.
Ok enough about work, i can't wait for chalet!!!
But i seriously wonder what we're gonna do at Changi chalet because there's no entertainment there and all we can do is run/jog/cycle/rollerblade(but none of us know how to rollerblade so yea)
And there's gonna be bbq! Frankly speaking im more looking forward to the bbq than the steamboat. =P
Seriously why can't you just mind your own business?
And its not what you think, in fact, its the opposite, its because people are nice
enough not to tell you right in your face.
You're getting the wrong idea, and a very wrong one at that.
I think you need to brush up your skills on interpreting people's thoughts.
Smiles and laughter don't always represent likeness. Sometimes, its the other way round.
Saturday, March 26, 2011 @ 12:56 PM
Its Saturday again! ^^
Which means i've officially man the helpline for one week.
AND IM SO GLAD I HAVE A FRIEND LIKE KY WORKING WITH ME WHICH APPARENTLY MAKES TIME PAST FASTER DURING WORK! :D
Not forgetting Sarah, Chuyun and Nazira. And new friend cum buddy Chee Kian, who gave me 2 of his name cards in two consecutive days. Lol. These friends make working in iras awesome!
Went to shop at United square with Ky and chuyun after work yesterday, stepped into toys'r'us and had alot of fun! Took a couple of photos but im too lazy to upload ><
After chuyun left to meet her friend, ky and i went to Barcelos for dinner and we started gossipping as usual!
And both of us were fighting with the chicken and we managed to conquer it in the end (Y)
I love ky :D :D :D
And to that person out there, i wonder how you call yourself a good friend when you apparently abandon your friend for others. We were trying to be nice by informing you that there was a talk but you didnt believe us and even shouted at me. And afterwards, you deliberately talked so loudly to your so called clique just so that we could hear that what you were saying were directed at us. Like hi? What do you think we are? Or who do you think you are? We could have just left without telling you anything but we didnt.
Not everything is under your control. At least, not our batch =P
Think it over if you do not want to lose your friend. I'm not her. If i were her, i would have left like donkey years ago. :)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 12:05 PM
Hi, life has been alright, work stimulates my brain cells, keeping them alive, improves my speaking skills. New friends make life a little more interesting, and absence of someone and something allow me to think more carefully.
Sick today so didn't report for work.
And yes, results are out.
Thank god, i passed everything.
But....not happy with the results.
Those that i score really well in are the language and presentation modules, which credit units are low and thus it wont pull me up any higher. Damn, i'm really not cut out for this course.
But anyway, i should be contented with not failing anything.
I miss my Twin :(
I've decided to give up on something.
Something which right from the start, i know nothing will come out of it.
It just happened, i couldn't help it, its not my fault.
I just hope as time goes by, i'll be well and kicking again.
Sunday, March 20, 2011 @ 11:32 AM
Oh myyyy, i finally have the chance to blog!!! Work has been taking up most of my time and when i reach home, im too tired to do anything. I treasure weekends with all my heart now LOL.
Anyw, have been on the line officially already, and i have to say its quite stressful because you wont know what kind of questions they will ask you. But so far, im still trying to adapt.
Had a fun time cooking and drinking 40% vodka and making fun out of it with Eileen Xinqi and Gina.
But couldnt get drunk :(
Oh wells, i guess im too sober to run away from anything.
Saturday, March 12, 2011 @ 10:09 PM
Its finally Saturday!! When work ends at 1pm and i get to go out and sing with my best friend and i do not need to sleep early and i can sleep till as late as i want tomorrow :D
Anyw, work was rather fun today! Went to the frontline for buddy attachment. Buddy was a guy by the name of Seng Yew. He handled the calls while i just sat beside and listened and he taught me how to operate the system and stuffs. He's really pro, could almost memorise everything in the training notes so he didnt even need to refer. But yea, because he started working in Jan and he's the smart kind. People from VJ one you know?? LOL ^^
On a side note, i seriously think i wouldn't be able to handle any callers that are Indians.
Omg, I'm afraid to man the helpline by myself. I'm afraid im gonna provide the wrong information. I'm afraid i'll stammer. I'm afraid i'll screw everything up. BUT, I'm giving it my best shot :)
JIAYOU!!! :D
Yes i'm sad, and frustrated over some things. I don't understand why things have to turn out this way and why some people have to behave in a certain way.
Thursday, March 10, 2011 @ 8:13 PM
Hi!
So work has started, or rather, the training has started.
Sometimes its boring, but sometimes its really interesting because i get paid and i get to learn so many new things that many others don't. Yeap i'm working at IRAS. Don't know what it is? Go google it :D
And i like the pay ^^ Thanks Ky for introducing the job!! :D
The only bad thing is that its really tiring. The working and training hours are just like school, which means i have to wake up freaking early :(
But never mind, sleep and wake up early=healthy lifestyle :D
Got to know a few new friends too :)
Went to the beach with Eileen last Monday and really enjoyed the time spent with her. We can really talk about alot of things and we're really BEST FRIENDS. Hahaha i'm not telling you why! Whenever we get together, we talk non stop about everything. LOL :D
The sea breeze was awesome as well. I love the sea breeze :) And we took photos too! But i wanna edit until nice nice first then upload :D
Worked on Tues, then after work went for class outing. Physically drained totally. Damn tired.
I'm tired, So bye :)
Stop complaining and reflect. There's a reason why everyone is treating you this way.
Saturday, March 05, 2011 @ 10:23 PM
I miss school.
You know i dont really mean it when i typed the above sentence out ^^
Spent the day at Settler's Cafe at SMU with Ky, MAndy, Guowei and Daniel.
Played many games and they really have all kinds of games there. Fun ones, silly ones, stupid ones, boring ones.. You name it, they have it :D
I must admit im abit slow when it comes to these kind of games. But never mind, I have Mandy! We're of the same reaction speed :)
And i went to the toilet more than 5 times!
Played for 6 hours, then the rest had to leave. Went for dinner and shopping with Mandai and we talked about some things... And I found out that she reads my blog! Omg, i didnt know anyone would read my blog except for that few. Its scary when you know that there are people who reads your blog but you dont know who are they because they dont bother to tag!!!
Tired, so i'll end here. Bye :)
@ 9:47 PM
Dear Grandad(s),
I wish i knew you. I wished i knew how you look and sound like.
You know, i grew up without knowing how it feels to have the love of a grandad, that was because you left before i was even born. When i was young, and i see other kids holding hands with their grandads, i can't help but wonder why you weren't there with me. In my whole entire 17 years of life, i never had the chance to call anyone 'gong gong' or 'ye ye' because apparently, both of you didn't exist in my life.
As i grew, i heard stories about you from Mum and Dad, yes, your children. And those were the few bits and pieces of knowledge i collected of you. I could only imagine how a person you were like.
I often wonder to myself how much different my life would be if you both were around.
I remembered when i was in primary school, there was once when i had to write a composition on 'My Grandfather' and i had no idea how to go about writing it because i totally had no memory of you. Thus, i had to write that essay based on my imaginations on how having a grandfather is like.
But i guess i'm already used to all these. When i visit the old folks home, i tend to talk to the old men more because they make me think of you.
I don't know why but i dont know how to end this post so this is gonna be an abrupt end. Whatever that i still wanna say, i'll keep it in my heart.
Though i've never seen you before, i guess i love you just as much. :)
Thursday, March 03, 2011 @ 8:49 PM
I wanna let you in on something and that is.......
Exams are finally over!!! :D
Praying and hoping that i wont have to repeat any modules.
Went Kbox with Ky, Huihan and Andy after physics paper ended.
Tried 'harmonizing' with Andy and it sounded great! But i was doing the 'main melody'. I'm gonna start practising on the harmonizing parts :) And i'm gonna learn new songs. Anybody else wants to go Kbox?? :)
Thinking of joining the song composing club with huihan when the new term starts. Anyone else wanna join too?? ^^
I'm really really tired and i really really wanna sleep now but i really really wanna watch the 9pm show thats why i'm struggling to stay awake now. I'm gonna fall into bed at 10pm sharp.
I don't ask for much. In fact, i don't ask for anything.
