I am me, i ain't pretentious no more.
You gotta know me to find it out.
And, music definitely is in me ;)
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My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric.
I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky.
I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts.
I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there.
I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows.
I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos.
One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)
Omg Hi~~~~ :D
I sound like a mad woman, my brother calls me mad, im going mad.
Yesterday didn't feel like Friday at all because there was physics retest at 3pm and its really saddening because school ended at 11am :(
Went to library to mug with Ky, then jessica and Johnathan came to join us.
The retest was a killer. I swear i really practised a lot on the questions that TSS mentioned in tutorial 1. There was only one question that i didn't know how to do and tada, she had to choose that question for retest -.- And Mr Goh's part was 'awesome'.
So in conclusion, the retest was redundant, for me.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(
Went to the airport after the test, and managed to spend quite some time alone with myself before Tiffany came to meet me.
I was walking around alone and i thought about alot of things. Yea i tend to think alot when im there, looking at the people and the luggages that they're carrying. I don't know why, maybe its because i really really wanna go back to where im supposed to be. Ok, forget it.
After Tiff came, we went to Killiney's for dinner. I love having dinner there! Its cheap and nice with a cosy environment. :D
Saw the departure hall and i suddenly miss Europe alot, alot. I think that 10 days school field trip 2 years back was one of the events that made a change in my life.
Today, got woken up early in the morning by my mum cos granny called us out for lunch :D
Went to bugis, ate and shopped and came back. Mum is forcing me to make pineapple tarts with her. Hahaahahaha. Ok, who wants to sample my pineapple tarts??? I guarantee its fit for human consumption and you wont need to see the doctor after eating it. Because....its specially made by me!!! ^.^
Saw this really beautiful necklace at SK. Its a sapphire blue gemstone within a silver heart with tiny crystals around it. BUT, its freaking $99 after discount. Maybe i'll get it after the holidays if i manage to find a job that pays well. But i doubt i'll be able to get a good job. IRAS doesnt seem to want to hire me :(
If i have lots and lots of money, i will spend them on granny. I'll buy her anything she wants :)
TARTS, HERE I COME~~~!!!!!! :DDDDD
Music is a total constant. That's why we have such a strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else had changed in you or the world, the one song stays the same, just like that moment.
Friday turned out to be an awesome day afterall because the presentation didn't turn out as bad as i thought and physics test was cancelled because TSS had eye infection!!
Phew!! Because i was totally not prepared for the test. I was banging on the rwp presentation.
And i got to see how friends look like in formal wear! :D
Speaking of physics, i really have no idea how i'm gonna sit for the paper during EOS. Up till now if you ask me to define harmonic motion, i can tell you i totally have no idea what is it. Omg, i seriously need someone thats patient and can sit down and tutor me one to one. :( I'm afraid to ask because i'm afraid that people will lose their temper and flare at me :(
Anyway, presentation ended at 12, went to bugis with ky and did some shopping.
And we actually bumped into Pearlyn coincidentally! LOL.
Today, i finally got my new specs! I swear i think i look funny wearing it. ^^
And i'm really glad to get a new pair of specs because i dont feel blind anymore :D
Especially at night, everything looks so 'BLUR' to me.
I'm afraid to walk paths that are dark or dim, especially when im alone. And i don't dare to take lifts alone at night because i scared the lift break down then i think i'll faint in the lift.
I miss granny. I can't wait for reunion dinner because i'll get to see her :)
I love her alot and alot and alot :)
I love my family, i love my parents for taking so much care of my brother and I, always trying their best to give us what we want. Though sometimes they are not able to do it, i don't blame them because i know its not easy for them to support the family.
I love it when the whole family spends time together. We play and laugh at each other and we talk about everything thats happening. One thing i like about my family is that there is total trust. We don't hide anything from each other. :))
And of course i love my twin too!! I have to thank her for many many things in life because....Ok i don't know how to say but in short, she's just awesome! :D
Without her, i wouldn't be me. Ok, very exaggerating i know but you know? She likes to feel important so i must put it in such a way that she's super important to me because she's gonna read this!! Haha but its true ok! :D
I'm so glad i have such awesome friends. Another one of them is Ky!! I seriously dont know how i'll be able to survive school if Ky is not with me!! Ky, you're awesome too!!! ^^
Just don't be so johnathan because it makes me feel like pulling all your braces out :D
And, i love my companion....which is......Luckyboy!!!!!! I can't imagine life without him. I think I'll break down.
<3333333333333333 :)
I've stopped thinking, i've stopped waiting.
Its time i shift my attention to someone else,
someone who deserves my attention more than you. Most importantly, I WANT A NEW START :)
I dread tomorrow's RWP presentation, i'm fretting over tomorrow's physics retest.
But i'm looking forward to shopping with Ky after the test and maybe i'll go to the airport :)
TOMORROW IS FRIDAY :)
Many things happened this week, time flies. In a month's time, i'll be sitting for end semester tests again. I really wonder if i can make it to year 2 without retaking any modules. If so, i'll treat friends to ice cream. Serious, i swear :D
I can't wait for the cny holidays because i really need a break!! :(
Formal wear tomorrow, omg i can't imagine. Actually i'm more worried about physics because i can't seem to understand anything. Ok nvm, i shall just go through it one more time.
Actually i feel quite bad, but you know, there's a reason for everything. I wouldn't mind if both parties are willing to compromise. But it doesn't seem to be the case. If everyone is at it, then i think its not just us, but you too.
All i ever wanted is to be the wallpaper on that special someone's phone
Monday, January 17, 2011 @ 9:24 PM
I seriously think my Emaths teacher is darn awesome!!! Ok i'm not gonna tell you why right here but if you wanna know, come and ask me or ky alright??? ^^
Went to kbox with my dear Tiffany, starfish and Aryn last saturday and we had a great time singing and laughing. And i'm so glad that Tiffany actually sang so much! And i swear her voice is nice one lor, just that she's always shy to open her golden mouth to sing. Ok the reason why im writing this here is because i know she'll be reading it in no time!!! :D
Ok then after kbox we went to Pasta mania for dinner. After dinner, went to nex with Tiffany and guess what? We went to Partyworld for FREE!!! Because Tiff's friend was working there and it was rather late aready so there weren't many people thus, her friend gave us a room free of charge. Omg, awesome! ^^
I love singing, i really do (:
Oh, and i went on a date with Ky to bugis last Friday! And i swear my eyes felt bloated and tired throughout the whole day but i persisted. Why? Because its Bugis street! And my darling Ky had to shop for clothes so i had to an "enough friend" and shop with her!! Then we ran across the street in the rain under my pathetic umbrella and yea, we got wet. But still, we went to take neoprints! :D
FUN :)
Had mathcad test today and i really hope i can pass it though i don't have high hopes on it.
Oh yes!! And emaths teacher was 40 minutes late for class today and her lesson was the first. So all of us sat at the corridor waiting for her grand arrival. Then when we saw her coming through the doors, Daniel gave the que for us to clap when she entered. Ok its just really funny and i couldn't stop laughing. It was like "WAIT AH. OK, ONE....TWO.....and WOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!" hahahahahahahaha :D
I hate that person like seriously. One is freaking idiotic and the other one is plain stupid.
Tomorrow's Friday! I'm so glad its Friday tomorrow.
I'm seriously deprived of sufficient sleep :(
Had CRS essay test today and yea, i'll just cross my fingers and hope that i'll achieve the grade that i want.
And i feel like singing. Planned to go kbox with huihan and asked people along but almost all of them are either not free or don't wanna go :(
Oh yes, and i suddenly feel like posting this song here. Which is...
This is the only korean song that i really like and listen to!! Because i find the song very beautiful :)))
I need someone to coach me in studies. Especially physics. I'm such a loser when it comes to calculations.
Ok, almost all my blog songs are oldies. If they don't please your ears, then mute your speakers alright? :)
I don't like techno and screamo because they make me feel like throwing my speakers against the wall. :)
I'm so glad i wasn't taken in by you back then. I'm so glad i didn't fall for your sweet talk. I'm so glad that my judgement was right.
I really love music and i'm not giving up.
You can't imagine the joy i felt in me when i hear what people say. Its a kind of affirmation, and a form of encouragement.
In short, i'm just loving it :)
Its the first weekend since school reopened and omg, it felt really goooood to be able to sleep until you wake up naturally. :D
Went to help out with open house yesterday and i must say that its really a good and fun experience because last time, its always me listening to others talk, to promote their courses. But yesterday, it was my turn to answer people's questions and its fun! :D
And yea, i still have some issues on my mind that i can't straigten out. I think i need to go to my favourite place soon for some time alone :)
I like this sentence from the song playing on my blog now. There's nothing like so final about leaving. Even though i know that's what you've learnt. Just like forgive, forget and try again, Goodbye is just another word.
Yes I know its over. In fact, it never really began. But in my heart, trust me, it felt so real. So real to the extent that i felt like it was a dream that came true.
Its the joy of contentment that teaches me how to bear with the heartache
Tuesday, January 04, 2011 @ 10:29 PM
I just realised i forgot to blog about an outing, which is the christmas outdoor picnic at downtown east with my darling Ky, huiting, dino and xinyi! Well, it actually happened 2 weeks ago =P
We brought food and exchanged gifts. The weather that day was fantastically good. The air was cooling and the sea breeze was just awesome. I think its the perfect kind of weather for couples if they're heading there for a cuddling session. :D But yea, what a pity Ky is not a guy la :(
We ate till very full, so decided to go cycling. Rented bikes and because only dino didn't know how to cycle, she took the bike with an additional 2 wheels behind so that she wont fall. But in the end, she still had an accident when riding down the slope and got herself injured. Poor thing!!
And one unhappy thing that happened was that the person in charge of the bikes told us that one of our bikes was badly damaged. Like hello?? We didn't even bang into anything and when she showed us where the damage was, sorry but i really don't see anything wrong with the bike leh. And we had to bear the cost of the damage. But we couldn't recognise whose bike it was cos we didn't bother to take note of the bike's number, so we shared the cost.
Went for dinner and we started to plan for our chalet. And we're freaking serious this time :D Omg can't wait!! :)))
And today, i also found out something. I suck at lab work especially when it comes to chemistry. Or maybe because i was tired or somehow emotionally disturbed today, but practical totally sucked. I contaminated the whole bottle of concentrated sulphuric acid, broke a test tube, accidently burnt my hands with acid, and spilt waste chemicals when i was trying to dispose them. OMGGGGGGGG.
This is the first time so much happened in one practical. I feel like banging my head against the wall.
Practical ended at 6pm, went home together with Ky and as usual, we talked alot :D
Sofar, 2011 had been busy. I don't get enough sleep everyday and there's so much to do in school.
But yeap, hope that it'll be better than 2010. I wanna be a better person and live a better life. May Buddha bless me :)
I hate selfish people. People who always only think for themselves and not care about the feelings of others. If you're so eager to climb up that ladder of success, fine, but you don't have to hurt the people around you. And, there is this sentence that goes- Not everyone can afford the price of success. You can't always win. And bear in mind, the higher you climb, the harder you'll fall. One day, you'll lose all your friends and you'll come to realise whatever you're doing now might be right, but in the process, it became a mistake.
Success, fame and recognition, may not always be something good.
Boo hoo~~~ School's starting tomorrow and i just finished my Bio report. Like phew! I thought i wont be able to finish it in time.
Well, have a few things to blog about though.
First would be pay day! On 30/12/2010. Omg, which is already freaking last year. :(
Pay day was awesome! Went to scape's music cafe, met up with the other sellers and we had a great time. Played games and there was once i lost and had to do a forfeit on stage which was telling han pin that i love him. OMG its freaking embarrassing i swear because my dear xin yi actually videoed it down and posted it up on fb!!!
Ok then took alot of pictures and yeap, they're on fb too :)
Collected our pay, stayed on for some more chit chatting and fun, then went to kbox with corina and joelle. It was fun, we laughed like crazy because of the key thing. I laughed until i almost peed!!! LOL!! Aron and si en(its a guy's name!) came to join us after awhile but what the hell, the two guys didnt dare to sing infront of us. So they only helped us to select songs. -.-
But overall it was still fun! :D
Actually i still have something to blog about but after some thought and consideration, i have decided not to spoil his reputation but yea, all i wanna say is that he's a bastard which i no longer will trust. :D
So yea, Happy new year!!!!! I can't believe its already 2011 and the world's supposed to end in 2012. But what the heck, i don't care if everybody's gonna die together :)
And i have a new year resolution and that is to.......HAHA IM NOT TELLING YOU!!!!!!! =P
