My dad just killed a roach with baygon and now i'm feeling sick and coughing like a mad woman after inhaling the baygon -.-

Ok anyw anyw anyw, MST is finally over!!! :D
And, today marks history. Why? Because its the first time i went to watch movie with my brother alone!! And i laughed like mad the whole time because i forced him to watch Sammy's adventures with me and he kept doing all the funny things to show that he's having a hard time, which made me laugh even harder during the movie. :D
Have been going out with Granny quite often these days, which is something i really like. She likes to tell me about her past, many many things about her past, about mum and dad, some of the very interesting things that happened in between. And sometimes,she would tell me how hard her life was, because she was very very poor last time. And when i hear the sad parts of her life story, i feel like crying. And it actually makes me look up to her, because she raised 7 children all by herself, and was dirt poor at that time. She didn't give up though, she went on no matter how hard life was. If it wasnt for her, there wouldnt be me today.
Sometimes, when i take a good look at granny, i see her wrinkles, her coarse hands, her tired eyes, and her weakening limbs, i can see how much she has been through, and how she struggled through times when the family was down and out. And when i really settle myself down to think, i can't help but feel sad. Because i'm not sure how much time i can still spend with her. Everytime she leaves the house by herself, im so worried that she might lose her way or that something might happen to her on the way because she's not young and agile anymore. She looks so frail.
Everytime i see her, she will shove money into my hands, which is something i hate because i don't want to take her money, her hard earned savings. But when i try to return her the money, i get scolded instead.
The day when i graduate from my tertiary education, i want her to be there to witness it as it is because of her that im working so hard now. I want to fulfil her lifelong dream as soon as possible. If im able to make it, she'll be so proud and happy. Whenever i see her smile and hear her laughter, i feel her joy as well, and thats all i really ask for :)