Heather Lee
I am me, i ain't pretentious no more. You gotta know me to find it out. And, music definitely is in me ;)
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My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric. I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky. I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts. I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there. I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows. I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos. One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)



Part of my life
♥ Tiffany ♥
♥ Eileen :)
♥ Kah Yee
Andy Anna ChuXuan DeXuan Daniel Eunice EuropeBlog HuiHan Isaac Joanne Jenson Joey Kai Hoon KahYee Natasha Pearlyn Rachel Rence Samson Shahirah ThaiSiong Willie YuXiang

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We can control our feelings, but tears never lie.
Thursday, October 28, 2010 @ 11:23 PM

So, tmr is Friday, like finally.
I survived another week of school.




I don't know how i'll react, but i know, first reactions are always the true-est.
I'm loving my Blackberry Phone alot!!! :)
Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 10:48 PM

Hi, its been a while since i blogged. I've been so busy with school and everytime i reach home i'll be too tired to do anything else except sleep.

Well, its practically the 2nd week of school since it reopened.
And we had many many hours of break with nothing to do. Like seriously, everytime its like 4hours of break straight. And then we'll just stone in the lib or just stare at the computer for 3 whole freaking hours. And mind you, school's computer speed is one kind of slow.
But i must say that i'm enjoying Bio and rwp classes. At least they're not alien to me :)
Did many things in the past one week but i dont think i have the time and energy to list everything down here. Guess what? I haven't even uploaded the pictures that i took from Genting yet.
Oh well, i'll store everything in my brain first for the time being.

Today, we were 'entitled' to a 4hour break again, so booked a media room to watch movies. 8 of us squeezed into the media room and watched horror movies. Haha, it was funny and scary at the same time.

Ok, i dont know why im feeling so depressed. Is it because of fatigue or stress i dont know. I just feel that life is so miserable. There's really nothing much to look forward to when i open my eyes every morning. God, i wanna get out of this place.
Buddy, wait, i'll be coming very soon.

I miss everything that my heart is missing.
Everybody has a life story, its the content of this story that makes you who you are today.
I realised i changed alot, i'm not the old me anymore.
Well i guess its a good thing, or maybe its not.
He saw me today, but i avoided him. I'm sorry, but i just dont feel like being near you.


Hi, if you've not realised, its not my fault for being so dumb. Do you think i chose to be stupid at such an important thing? No, i didn't. Come on, how about practising the word 'compromise'?
We really tried, but it seems harder than we thought. What else do you ask of us?
Some time later, i'll prove that my brain ain't only filled with sand and grass, if thats what you're thinking of. :)



I'm currently into HSM's songs. Damn outdated i know. But hey, i don't give a damn. And i particulary like this phrase from one of the songs
I thought you were my fairy tale, a dream when i'm not sleeping.
A wish upon a star just dont come true.
Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 5:47 PM










*FAINTS* <33333
Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 6:13 PM

I'm back from Genting :D

And just got home from Granny's house :) She and uncle lawrence are enjoying the food i brought back for them :)

The trip was darn fun. So many funny things happened! Oh oh oh! And i carried an iguana and a snake!!! :D Cool~
Uncle Toby and Uncle Maurice were also damn entertaining. They like jokers like that! The way they talk to each other is like a comedy to me. Hahahahahaha :D
Themepark was rather boring. Tiffany and Xinyi tricked me up the mine train and the viking. And on the viking i was like the only one screaming la. Wlao, they made me sit at the highest one, then when the thing goes down its machiam like jumping off the building like that -.-
There's nothing much to shop, so we go there practically is eat good food. Xinyi and I were thinking of food all the time! :D
The good thing is, we didn't have to sleep on the floor, because the two beds combined were big enough for 3 of us. Er, thats provided my dear tiffany don't.......er....ok, nvm, i shall be nice and not say anything about it :)
Ok, i'll update this post another time. Cos so many things happened and i'm really lazt to type it all down now. I wanna go watch my show alr :)
I LOVE Granny (:
Monday, October 11, 2010 @ 6:32 PM

HOLLOWEEN HORRORS
Last friday, at night safari with GuoWei, HuiTing and Yuxiang.
Freaking scary, i was chased by 2 ghosts!! They are damn one kind. They won't scare you if you don't bother about them. But they will purposely chase you if they know you're scared of them. :(
I screamed like free. I really screamed alot, because those ghosts keep jumping out of no where to scare me.
The haunted mansion was the worse i swear! Ok, go for it if you wanna know whats its like :)
Omg, i survived it! Luckily there was Gw and Ht who weren't scared, if not everybody scared, don't know how.
It was a great experience though. I'll consider going for it again next year :)


Saturday
Met up with Twin and did the usual stuffs, discussed about Genting trip.

Yesterday
Went to Granny's house with whole family. Brought lucky along too! He was so excited when he saw sugar. And he tried to play with her but sugar doesn't like him! :(
Ate dinner together :)

Today
Woke up at 9.30, was preparing to go out when granny called. She asked me to go out with her. She wanted to get a new phone and buy some things. Went with my dad and uncle lawrence, but I don't know why she trusts me more when it comes to this kind of things, so i had to go with her. Went to Cp to get things done. In the end got a phone each for Granny, Uncle lawrence and Uncle Ah Fook.
Wah, my granny's phone is even better than mine leh!! Haha. She asked me whether i want new phone or not. But of course i won't use her money to buy! Walked around and she bought alot of food. And she kept asking me what i want to eat though we just finished lunch <3
Oh ya, we bumped into Uncle Harry too! Such a coincidence!
After that, went back to her house, took care of all her needs, talked and spent time with her.
I love my Granny alot, like seriously. I'm willing to do anything for her. If i have to go all the way to Jurong to buy her a cup a coffee that she likes, i will. I hope she'll be able to live to see my children :)

* Ky, Gw and Xy, I'm sorry for ps-ing you guys today. I really am. Sorry.



Finally, heading to Genting with Tiffany and Xinyi tmr! I'm so lazy to pack my luggage.
See ya :)




All i ever want is a heart that loves me truly, a hand that will hold mine when i'm scared or lost, a shoulder that will allow me to lean on when i'm tired, and a pair of listening ears when i'm feeling down.
Why is it so difficult? :(
Its something one can't find. Because it comes as it is.
Friday, October 08, 2010 @ 1:07 PM

Hello! :)

Went kbox with Andy and Quan Hua yesterday. Met up at 6.30pm, and wth, kbox only let us sing for 2 hours!!! -.- cheat our feelings only.
And I finally found a friend that can sing cantonese pop/old songs and english oldies with me!! And that person is none other than Lim Quan Hua!!! :D Happy until i wanna bang wall :D We sang quite a few cantonese songs ytd :)
Then went for dinner, after dinner went to void deck to chit chat. Talked about alot and alot of things, promised not to say it out if not will kena lightning strike :D And we were like talking non stop with the sarcastic mode switched on. Ok, i tend to talk especially much when im in my English speaking mode and the people i'm chatting with is also english pro one. Like Tiffany and Quan hua :) And i tend to be more sarcastic when i'm with them.
I ADMIT THAT IM A SARCASTIC PERSON :D
Were being sarcastic and shooting each other especially Andy. LOL!
Ok, i have to admit something else. Although i always make fun of Andy, i have to admit that i really like him as a friend. Life would be boring without him. Its like, he plays a part in my life. Alright Andy, i know you confirm will see this. So, feel happy :)
So yeap, we chatted till around 2.40am, then decided to head home because Andy has school today.

Oh ya, and i went kboxing with my dad alone last tues. I like my dad's singing. Damn pro luh :D


Going Halloween later, omg, i'm scared :(
And my darling Ky won't be there with me!!! T.T






Ok, I got through it. But now what?
I always ask myself this question, is this really the thing for me?
No doubt that its proven i was actually capable of handling everything well. To be honest, i really expected to fail at least 2 modules especially AMATHS. But i passed every single one of them.
However, i still doubt myself. Because whatever's coming at me in sem 2 will be disastrous, i'm very sure.
Mum wants me to quit, she wants me to take up something that i'm good at-Language.
This also left me wondering. Whenever it comes to language and presentation, i'm always so sure of myself, i speak with confidence, i'm able to lead. It had always been like that since primary school. But otherwise, i'm not. I'll feel inferior. Its totally heaven and earth.
Ok fuck, what is it turning out this way.
Was i really wrong not to listen to my mum at the beginning?
Someone give me a gun please. I feel like shooting myself.
Wednesday, October 06, 2010 @ 4:49 PM

夜风凛凛 独回望旧事前尘
是以往的我 充满怒愤
诬告与指责 积压着满肚气不愤
对谣言反应 甚为着紧
受了教训 得了书经的指引
现已看得透 不再自困
但觉有分数 不再像以往那般笨
抹泪痕 轻快笑着行
冥冥中都早注定你富或贫
是错永不对 真永是真
任你怎说安守我本份
始终相信 沉默是金
是非有公理 慎言莫冒犯别人
遇上冷风雨休太认真
自信满心里 休理会讽刺与质问
笑骂由人 洒脱地做人   
少年人 洒脱地做人
继续行 洒脱地做人
My dad finally told me what i always wanted to hear :)
Sunday, October 03, 2010 @ 3:48 PM

Went to watch Coco Lee's concert with Huiting, Yuxiang and Guowei. It was awesome, I finally got to see her perform live :)
Her songs are forever so classic. Er, i mean the old ones :)
Thanks to Yx for the free tickets! If not i wouldn't be able to see her :D






就當我從此收起真情, 誰也不給.

我會試著放下往事, 管它過去有多美.
也會試著不去想起, 你如何用愛將我包圍, 那深情的滋味.
但願我會就此放下往事, 忘了過去有多美.
不盼緣盡仍留慈悲, 雖然我曾經這樣以為, 我真的這樣認為.