Heather Lee
My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric.
I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky.
I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts.
I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there.
I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows.
I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos.
One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)
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Its not easy when the road is your driver
Thursday, August 26, 2010 @ 11:40 PM
I went out with that 3 women again today (:
Met at 7am at Mac to have breakfast and study!
And yes, finally i did something productive. I studied maths and i understood further trigo. Thanks to Gina and Xinqi! Eileen was emo-ing beside me, studying her soil science.
I took quite a long time to understand something that was downright simple to them. Ok i know i'm slow when it comes to formulas and calculation la. But hey i'm trying my best ok! I still have a long long way to go, and i'm really afraid that i'll lose it halfway, or maybe even somewhere earlier than that.
So we studied till 11 plus, and we got distracted and started chit chatting. :)
Decided we couldn't study anymore, so we left Mac at around 12 plus and went for lunch. After that, we went to Xinqi's house to slack. Was damn high at first, played street fighter and we couldnt stop laughing and shouting. And i play until my fingers almost cramped cos i kept spamming the buttons because i didnt know which button is which power :D
Then we watched movie. Scooby doo! Very funny, but i fell asleep. And then suddenly the tv BOOM, and i woke up. Eileen slept like a pig on the sofa! :)
We're supposed to go fly kite tmr, but that pig say she lazy go out, wanna stay at home. And Xinqi's kite very small. So yeah, in the end i still don't get to fly my kite and see the sunset :(
Anyone wants to go with me to fly a kite?
I miss school, school is funnnnnn!!! :D
I really don't know what to do. Its not like i'm not trying, but i just don't get it. When people tell me its common sense, you know how stupid i felt? So are they trying to imply that i don't have any common sense? Those questions, i swear everytime i look at them i'll feel intimidated. I try doing it, but i get stucked halfway. I wanna ask the people beside me, but i'm afraid to disturb them. And when i do ask, i'll feel like a total fool because to them its common sense. And i don't think anyone has the patience to teach me until i really do understand it. So in the end i'll end up stoning, and then some moronic idiot will think that i'm not trying and just wasting my time away. How bout you give me an essay title? I promise i won't be stoning and i'll hand it up with all my pride.
So yeah, what should i do? If people are capable of getting full marks and i'm getting a single digit or a mere pass, what else can i say besides i'm stupid? I only manage 2 modules well, yeah whats the point..
Maybe in the first place, i shouldn't have chosen this course. But this is where my interest lies since 2 years ago. I can only blame myself for being good at words but not numbers.
Now i wanna leave, i can't bear to. But maybe i really should leave, to some course that i'll excel but have no interest in.
And recently, life isn't going quite well for me.
I have this BIG problem i can't solve, its bugging me alot but i can't tell anyone.
I'm actually thinking of something, but i know they won't allow me to do it.
So in conclusion, i should just bang the wall and die.