放弃了


I'm sorry but i just can't help but think that you're the one who's always blocking me. I know its not your fault. But can you please spare a thought for me at times? You don't have to make it sound so obvious. It hurts, you know?

And you, soon you'll be so busy you won't have time for me. And then here comes the distance thingy again. And then we'll become the closest strangers. Cos history is gonna repeat itself. Just when i thought things were getting better, shit happens.
Cos im not as lucky and fortunate as you are. Everything is always ready for you.

But a lil lucky for me, for now i know who's always on my side and will always be there for me.
Thanks qin ai de, and ****y, for lending me a listening ear and giving me advice.
Although we all have troubles, i believe one day we'll find our own happiness. :)


是永别 ,还是再见?
Its not easy to let go of something that you have pursued and believed in for so many years.
Thus, this goes out to one person who is very important to me:
谢谢你,真的很谢谢你.
但你不要再对我那么好了, 我怕我会越陷越深.
我想试着放手.我知道这不是一件容易的事,但我会努力.
But how i wish miracles will happen in the nick of time.