Heather Lee
I am me, i ain't pretentious no more.
You gotta know me to find it out.
And, music definitely is in me ;)
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My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric.
I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky.
I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts.
I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there.
I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows.
I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos.
One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)
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Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 10:06 PM
But first i need your hand, then forever can begin.I gave my first night to Joan dear :D The above sentence sounds wrong, but its true! Stop thinking dirty you idiot. I just stayed overnight at her house and its the first time in my life! If i exclude chalets la. Went to her house to prepare celebration for Bran's birthday. Prepared food and stuff and waited for ASM to come. Watched movie while waiting for her and Bran taught me a little on the piano. I simply love pianos! :) Joan's sis was at home too and she's really funny. Her friend too, the gifted one. :D Asm finally came after her dnt so we prepared the rest of the food and finally our starving tummies were fed. Watched he's just not that into you until 10 plus, and we tried to surprise bran with the birthday cake. But it wasn't a surprise cos he already guessed it. ?!@#$%^&* LOL. Wanted to watch the second movie. But it was late, so i called mum to ask if i could stay over at joan's house. Wow i didn't expect her to agree to it. :D Asm had to go home and bran stayed till 2 am plus to finish the movie. But he practically slept throughout the whole movie. The second movie was damn boring! Some love show that makes no sense at all. Slept on the floor during the movie and i felt like a maid. So cold and hard. Talking about maids, Joan and i felt like maids yesterday while we were cleaning up the mess. It was terrible, so many things to wash, dry, pack, and placed back to respective places. Quote from Brandon "this is worse than doing CIP lor!" when he helped to clear the leftover food at the sink. Haha!:D Finished the movie, cleared up, and went to sleep. Joan dear helped me to change the bedsheet before i slept on it. I love her! :D Oh, and i slept with her in her room! Thats why i said i gave her my first night. Lol. I felt so blissful because i was sleeping with air con. It has been 36475856374565756 moons since i slept in an air conditioned room in a house. :DDD We slept at 3.30am! Set alarm for 9.30, but woke up at 11 plus instead. Thanks to the air con. I think if i were to sleep with air con everyday god knows how many times i'll be late for school. So its not so bad to have sinus afterall. Cos i've never been late for school in my whole entire secondary school life. Cool right? :D Anyway it was a happy friday :D Thanks to Joan dear for all the luxuries in her house! Self confession: I drank Breezers. I swear i'll not be an alcoholic in the future. Cos its not palatable enough for me. I'm sooo addicted to titanic's theme song. :D I love it. Ok im not gonna start a whole chunk of theory on titanic saying it sank on my birthday how many years ago and stuff like that which i did a few months back. I'm just gonna say its a beautiful song. The orchestral version doesn't lose out to the vocal version by celine dion. Listen to this piece of music being played now, and the one after this. Its awesome sounding. :D Enjoy! I think i should just drop dead and give up.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 11:32 PM
It just goes to show how much place i hold in your heart.If you've not realised, YES, im very much affected by it. Its already so blatant and yet you're so slow to even realise it. Last time, one last time, i'll do it just for you, again. And its gonna determine whether i carry on or just drop dead and give up. Sometimes i really hope miracles do happen. After seeing everything, i felt so inferior.
Its just so different from the past.
Times change, time flies.
I'm no longer the person i used to be.
Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
Omg i saw white clarinets for sale. WHITE! And its considered cheap. :D
Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 2:19 PM
Searching for the answers to life’s questions我學得會口是心非,不要流淚. There are so many things i wanna say but i can't. I've come to a conclusion, but not one that i would like. And that is, i shouldn't have taken this path. Now, i have to think of a way to salvage this life of mine. I'm always happy for other people, but not for myself. Cos there's nothing worth being happy about. Sometimes i think i'm living my life like a robot. You have everything that i want in life. So please, treasure yourself.Looking at her, i felt i saw myself. 人分飞爱相随 那怕用一生去追 我又怎么能追得回
@ 12:35 AM
Think, thinking, think again, think clearlyWent out with Bran today. Went vivo and watched the movie Management, its funny! "touch my butt and go" LOL. Then went for dinner at Carls Jr. My first time eating there. Ya la i know i mountain tortoise can. I don't go around trying new food every now and then. Ok, Carls Jr is not really new but so what?! Its new to me :D Bran treated me! And it was quite expensive. Thank you so much! :D And then i wanted to see dogs at the pet lovers centre, but what the heck. They were washing up and putting the dogs to bed already. And i witnessed some bimbos trying out their prom dresses in the toilet! Hello? Can't you go home and try them on comfortably rather than to risk droppping them on the freaking filthy toilet floor? DUMB. Brandon set my mind thinking. I'm gonna go into in-depth thinking now. Bye.
Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 3:42 PM
A promise i make to myself.
I'm gonna master it one day and make people go wow.
Since no one can fulfil my wish right now,
I'll fulfil it myself, even if its gonna take me a lifetime.
BECAUSE I WANT WHAT I WANT.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 10:42 PM
There's a light, a certain kind of light, that never shone on me.English O level oral today. When i saw the topic i nearly dropped dead. It was about outdoor sports. I'm into anything except for sports so i didn't really had much to say. I was hoping for topics like current affairs, educational or society. I think i bombed my way through oral. Just when chinese lessons are about to become non existent in my school life, i am starting to find fun during chinese lessons. Fooling around with friends like rachel darling, eileen and gina. Gabriel was included too today. :D Well from now on i'll have more free periods since i'm not taking mother tongue anymore. Will use the time to catch up on school work, and fool around too! :D Bro intro me to this game called re wu jie and now im kinda addicted to it. Its the chinese version of audition. And i just realised something. My bro actually knows Benjamin! Yes, the Benjamin in my class. And they have known each other for quite some time, and they work in the same ice cream company, and they always go lan togetger. And i only found out yesterday. Wth. Such a small world huh? Well actually i don't really care if he's friends with my bro as long as he doesn't lead my brother astray. If he does then i swear im gonna slice the life out of him. Gwee.Jun.Hao is very.very.CUTE :D Its fiday tmr! :D Ok,gotta go now. I wanna play re wu jie :D Bye~!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 4:32 PM
Thanks for everything :)I failed my DPA, now im aimless and goal-less. I really don;t know what other courses i have interest in. Luckily i've done well for o level chinese and gotten an A1, or else i would be banging my head against the wall now. For those who didn't perform up to expectations this time round, don't worry, there's still a second chance. You can always retake the paper at the end of the year. Don't give up! :) I think im really lucky to have known someone like you. :)Suddenly thought of this song. ITs damn old. written in the 1800s! Its the first song i learnt how to play on the piano with both hands :D Tell me the tales that to me were so dear,
Long, long ago, long, long ago,
Sing me the songs I delighted to hear,
Long, long ago, long ago,
Now you are come all my grief is removed,
Let me forget that so long you have roved.
Let me believe that you love as you loved,
Long, long ago, long ago.
Do you remember the paths where we met?
Long, long ago, long, long ago.
Ah, yes, you told me you'd never forget,
Long, long ago, long ago.
Then to all others, my smile you preferred,
Love, when you spoke, gave a charm to each word.
Still my heart treasures the phrases I heard,
Long, long ago, long ago.
Tho' by your kindness my fond hopes were raised,
Long, long ago, long, long ago.
You by more eloquent lips have been praised,
Long, long ago, long, long ago,
But, by long absence your truth has been tried,
Still to your accents I listen with pride,
Blessed as I was when I sat by your side.
Long, long ago, long ago.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 12:18 AM
Tell me, what can i do to make you mine? :DIm freaking tired. I still haven't finished homework yet. I want to have some fun. DPA results are out tmr. I'm hyperventilating. And i don't know why im talking in this manner. Ok anyw sakura buffet yesterday wasn't that fantastic but still quite ok. Buffet-ed with so many people. But the only teenagers there were me, jia yi and germaine. Jun hao was there tooo! But he's a kid la. He's damn cute. I watched this boy grow up since he was like 3 years old? Now he's like 12. He was like my younger brother yesterday. I btought him around the food area to take food and drinks. His own sister (gwee jia yi) :D was happily doing some other things with her phone. LOL Oh ya then my mum introduced me to some of the new colleagues. When my mum told them "this is my daughter", they went "oh! really ah! Wah! both of you look so alike! You look more like sisters!" (Ahem when they say that we look like sisters it could only mean two things. Its either i look old or my mum looks young.) Idiotic. I took photo with jun hao! I'll upload it some other time. :D L.T.L was damn funny and cute. She's a bit too drama. I wanna watch movieeeeeee! :D
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 10:11 PM
Are you just a dream to fade away?Went to Bran's house to study today. I bombarded my brain with the whole chapter on organic compound. :D I really have to get myself in the study mode. Prelims is two weeks away! And Cola is damn cute when he jumps on the sofa and curls himself up like a ball to sleep :) Went to compass to have dinner, Subway again. :) and i finally bought new pens! Oh shit, I forgot to buy foolscape. Spent too much time looking and deciding on the pens to buy. LOL BRANDON YEO SHOULD ADD MORE COLOURS TO HIS PENCIL CASE RATHER THAN HAVING ALL HIS STATIONERY BLACK IN COLOUR :D Sakura buffet tmr! And shopping with mum i guess. I'm looking forward to the food and the people. Not so much on the people, but more to the food :D Please, for once, just for once, will you let me decide my own path?!
I don't want to have anymore regrets.
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Nevertheless, my heart will go on.
Because i believe my love for it will never die.
Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
YAY! :DWoo hoo! Brandon successfully passed through DSA! :D Omg i'm sooo happy for him! :DDD A series of events have taken place recently but aparently im too lazy to put them down in words. Went Tp for maths seminar today. It was rather boring and not fruitful at all. It was all about ENGINEERING and if you've not realised, i've not a wee bit interested in engineering. So yeah, i practically wasted the whole afternoon. At first i was hoping that i could learn something to apply in maths. But they ended up teaching us about confused maths. What is 25 divided by 5? The answer is 14. Why? Go find out yourself. Was fooling around with Nazira and gang at the last row. They were damn funny, and nazira is so cute. She never fails to make joan and i laugh. :D Came back home and had more fun :D (i know i should be studying but no! This is more entertaining! :D ) DPA results out on next tuesday. Don't think i'll stand a high chance. God knows how many people are vying for the course i applied too. Oh well, shall leave things to fate. If i fail my o levels, maybe i'll consider jumping off the highest building that can be found in Singapore. Disgusting.
Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 1:47 AM
Maybe one day you'll wake up and you'll find you're missing me and start to wonder where on this earth i would be.Just a short post before i head to bed to start dreaming about things to occupy myself. I'm tired, you see. I feel so burdened. I need a shoulder to lie on, just for a moment. Can anyone do this kind deed? And how i wish those little things that you do are for me.
Sunday, August 09, 2009 @ 5:14 PM
Seeing you is therapeutic,
Hearing you is restorative.Sometimes, a 'want' and a 'can' are two different things. One shouldn't be too over-confident, cos that would only lead to your own downfall. Well, but everything is fated. The least we can do is not to turn fate into an undesirable one. The ultimate measure of man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.
By Martin Luther KingI believe in you, because you have already proven yourself. And that's enough.  Nevertheless, my heart will go on. Because i still believe.I drew this during free period. And yes,there's a meaning behind this drawing. See if you're passionate enough to decipher the message. I hate it whenever you use that word.
@ 1:01 AM
Words within NUMBERSFree movie tickets! ^.^ 4 of them! Yay :D Its time for some relaxation~! I'll tell you a secret 3 years later.
Thursday, August 06, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
WHY DON'T I SEE YOUR NAME?There's something wrong with facebook. I can't do anything except scroll up and down on the homepage! School was uber boring today. We're seeing too much of Mrs Lee! Its like as though she's only teaching our class. She's nice, but seeing her before and after recess is a bit too overwhelming. LOL. Chem was quite ok, realised i had a lot to catch up on. I don't really understand the chapter on Alkanes, alkenes, alcohols and carboxylic acids. They're all so complicated! Im gonna revise the whole chapter all over again during the weekend. After school was even worse. Went to library to do our work. Time passed so damn slowly. Joan was pratically going crazy from staying in the library for too long. Tried to sleep, but couldn't. The library's tables and chairs were damn uncomfortable. Stayed till 4 plus, then went down to the canteen. Watched the parade rehearsal like more than 3 times? And tmr we're watching it again. To my awesome friend BRANDON YEO:
Good luck for your DSA audition tomorrow! :DDD
With that awesome application that you came up with,
I'm sure chances would be high. :)
And you play your instrument so well, (i saw and i heard) :)
so it will definitely go well!
I know you're looking forward to a 'well rounded college life'.
ALL THE BEST!! :DDDGood luck to choonkun and jingyi too =D
Wednesday, August 05, 2009 @ 9:18 PM
I DON'T BARE MY HEART TO JUST ANYONE.School was fine today. Mdm Koh was absent, so that gives us two whole periods of free time. Ok, not really free time. She gave us work to do, but no one really bothered about it. I attempted, but my notes weren't with me, so i gave up. The rest of the lessons were quite fine. SSP was cancelled after school. So Joan and i were realeased at 12.30. We had exactly four and a half hours before we had to see teoh to submit our sums. Slacked in the library, then went down to the canteen to have lunch. This school is pathetic, you can't find any decent food after 2pm. Went back to class to get chem stuff. Classroom was locked, so joan, and i had to stretch our hands all the way in through the window to get the stuff which were under our table. Bran hekped us, he has LONG hands. We were like theives lor! I bet if there were anyone around at that time they would laugh at us for sure. :D Went back to library, intended to take a short nap there before going to see teoh. But Miss you-know-who and the prefects were doing some recording there. Didn't want to risk ourselves, so went to band room instead. Sounds wierd right, me in band room. Like some extra. Did some maths at first. I'm gonna need more enlightenment for maths. Then sat aside and listened to Bran Joan Dalston choon kun jingyi ernest and lihua play their songs. I like the sound of oboe and saxaphone. =) But i'm still loyal to my own instrument, though i'm not sure if i'm still able to play it. :) I tried playing Joan dear's base clarinet! Oh well, but no sound came out. I found my old scores. They're so old till they're turning yellow. I miss those melodies.48 427 2336 7824 2 5664 8463 74623 4 7837733 3668 4686 26 36847666368 5453 8447. 843 3335464 927 4663, 288 4 3358 688 63 75223 2322873 4 927618 7278 63 48. 46 843 7278, 48 8733 86 23 736753 92824464 63, 288 669. 487 63 92824464 736753. 86329, 4 26853 6659 748 263 92824. 4 927 336433 843 242623 86 5483 69 7277466. Thanks for everything. For without you, my life would be so dull.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
I changed my blogskin :D My life's getting so lifeless until i don't really know what to blog about now. Its just studies and more studies everyday. I can't wait for Os to be over, then start a new life in Poly. But i'll definitely miss my friends. Well, Joan dear and i had a long girl's talk during free period today. we realise that we don't have to tell each other to know what we're thinking about. Its like we can read each other's minds. :D And we talked about so many things during the two periods, especially on that particular topic. *grins* ;D Memories were revoked when i saw the various instruments.
They were the best memories i had back then.
Fooling and hanging around and chit chatting before the session started.
Taking it out from the case and holding on to it like it was my treasure.
I placed my heart into every single note played.
I missed the times when we performed together, as a whole.
I really, really do.I'm currently addicted to this song. Titled LET ME BE THERE :D Let me be there in your morning, let me be there in your night.
Let me change whatever's wrong, and make it right.
Let me take you through that wonderland that only two can share.
All i ask you, is let me be there :DAnother random song :D Titled HOW DID I FALL I LOVE YOU YOU (S.H.E's YUAN FANG) Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be, Alone Those days are gone, and I want you so much The night is long and I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be, Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? Bridge: Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time Everything's changed, we never knew How did I fall, in love, with you?
Monday, August 03, 2009 @ 11:14 PM
Yesterday was fun. Went to Bran's house to study and fooled around with his DSA application write up. Ok, we weren't really fooling around. But writing his application was really brain wrecking! But the outcome was satisfactory :D Best of luck Bran! :D And i had dinner at 10 plus! His mum treated me to dinner. Thx! :D And joan is shallowdramatic :D Today was rather boring. The only thing that i felt worth living for for today was watching Garfield. :D Oh, again, thx Bran for the disc! :D I'm going mad. Haha! BYE~!
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