Heather Lee
I am me, i ain't pretentious no more.
You gotta know me to find it out.
And, music definitely is in me ;)
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My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric.
I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky.
I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts.
I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there.
I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows.
I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos.
One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)
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Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 2:59 PM
O LEVEL CHINESE IS TOMORROW The above sentence scares me alot. I really tried studying. But then i realised there's nothing much to study for language. Its either you make it or you don't. With this, i don't know what i can do now. Opened Zhang lixin's angpao, and inside were her well wishes and some advice. Not much of use, but nevertheless i do appreciate her thoughts. :D Had FUN with Brandon and shu mei yesterday. Went to Brandon's house to cook dinner together! :D Met up with bran at cp first, cos apparently asm's eyes were swollen so she had to wait for the swelling to ease first before she steps out of the house or else she won't be able to see the road or bang into something. Haha ok i shall try and stop being mean. TRY :D While waiting for her to arrive, went to cold storage and shopped for ingredients with bran. I wanted to be a bit bit adventurous si i suggested buyng raw meat to cook. Went to the raw meat section. Both of us stared at the different kinds of meat for awhile, and then i said "ok,forget it, lets get preserved food" LOL! :D Settled with chicken, vegetables, eggs and soup and proceeded to bran's house. Cooking was a success! And we didn't burn down his kitchen! :D The cooking process was funnnnnnnn :D But hotttttt too. I like the xiao bai cai i cooked. :D The egg done ny asm was a little bit too salty though. The fried chicken was crispy and just nice, especially dipped in the meat gravy. Yum yum yum :D After dinner slacked and watched tv. Bran introduced some kind of murder mystery show that's linked to science. Interesting :) Asm is in love with the show. Watched boys over flowers, and bran taught me how to play Vampire wars on facebook. So complicated! And all the creatures look horrible. I expected them to look nice and high class like those in twilight! But no, they look ugly and evil and bloody and it makes me feel like not playing it anymore. Haha, i sound a bit like Christopher Boone here right? :D Seeing 4 yellow cars in a row means a black day. LAME. Reached home at around 11.30. Joan darling called and we chatted till almost 2am! I almost fell asleep while talking to her. And and and, i told her something that happened to me and she couldn't stop laughing. Its gonna be your turn soon, girl. So don't laugh at me too early. :D 你知唔知我中意边个?
Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 7:45 PM
A STEP INTO THE PASTMother tongue intensive is finally over! Great, now i don't have to endure 4 hours of chinese language everyday. But still, i'm quite worried about Chinese O Levels. Its only another two days away, and i'm not doing much about it. I really want to get at least an A2. Miss Zhang gave eveyone of us in the A class a goodluck angpao. No money inside, but it contains her well wishes. She actually took time out to but those mini cards and write her well wishings on them and give them to us. And mind you, everyone's wishes are different. So can you imagine how long she took to think of the words to write. I'm starting to like her now. And she told us that we can only open the ang pao on sunday, which is the night before our Chinese O level paper, then the good luck will take effect. I think its some kind of tradition in her hometown that she believes in. Anyway, i'm gonna hang the good luck card on my handphone and bring it to school on Monday :D And i'm gonna flood my brain with chinese stuffs for the next two days. Chinese intensive was not at all productive today. Zhang didn't come, so Lim came into the haven and told us about her expectations towards us. She's always using the same few lines on us! " All of you have what it takes thats why you're in this class for Chinese. All of you are the cream of the crop so you ought to get a distinction. I'm pinning all my hopes on all of you in this class. I'm sure you can do it" Like hello?? Can't she think of other things to say besides all these? Always repeating the same kind of stuff. Anyw, she left after she finished crapping, and it was like free period for everyone. Chit chatted with Brandon Yeo, who finally came after two days of leaving me alone in that Cheena quarantine area! Haha so fun! We talked about so many things! Breaking dawn was one of them. I'm not over twilight yet and i wanna watch new moon. And there was this debate: No man=No sperms=No women. BUT, No Woman=No menstrual cycle=No men! So whats the conclusion? LOL Our conversation after recess was even funnier! We talked about ****, and who might be one of them. And we traced way back back back to even "o draconian devil" LOL! Ok, we practically got so high in our conversation like crazy people. This may be due to some HORMONAL IMBALANCE, (Brandon, complete the sentence for me please) :D Haha! This is so hilarious! I bet someone had made a fool out of herself. You know what? I've learnt something today. Never blame a camera if your picture turns out ugly. Cos you're hurting the camera's feelings as well as giving others a chance to laugh at you. OMG i'm laughing like a mad woman now! Hmmm...must be due to hormonal imbalance. Yeah... *nods head* LOLLLL!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Today's the last day of the semester, which means holidays have already started. But, the term "holiday" obviously doesn't exist in my dictionary anymore. Lessons are from early morning till late afternoon. Whut?? But it'll do good for my olevel results, so i'll go through it willingly, with a smile! Like this >>>> :D Got back report book too. Results are not fantastic. And i'm 4 points below my L1R4 target. I'm gonna work harder from now on. Jia you! 我是被你遗忘的精彩 你却带着记忆离开 心跳是我们唯一的呼喊 提醒我们曾经相爱 失去记忆最初的爱..
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 8:12 PM
I'm finally home! :D Just came back from lunch at cp subway with brandon, joan and shumei. Crapped a lot there and i think we made a a hell load of noise. LOL. But who cares? :D Bran and i helped joan and shumei with their chinese homework. I was freaking tired and was falling asleep. Mother tongue intensive is draining my brain juice! Went to school happily today cos was excited to get back results. And sure enough, we got back all our results first thing in the morning. My results weren't too bad but they weren't too good either. And as usual, i passed every single subject except for maths. But i was really really surprised that i actually got a B3 for Chem! and an A2 for bio without studying much. Thank god i managed to scrape through these two. Humans was ok, but i scored lower than what i have expected. But nevertheless, i still passed lit and ss. And sad to say there're only 6 passes in the class. F&N, i scored 84/100! :DDDDDD But i was 6 marks short of my target. Ok i know i'm greedy to ask for 90 but i really want it! :D Maths was arghh,as usual, but i didn't expect to score a 40/100 for paper 2. It was way much higher than what i had expected. Thanks Bran for helping me with maths! Although i still failed la. Then ah huan did something that made me really angry!!!! Here's what happened. The papers were being distributed to everyone and of course pple will make some noise or comments when they see their results or their friend's results right? I got back my chem results and was super shocked that i passed. I was smiling dumbly to myself when ah huan suddenly looked straight into my eyes and shouted "HECKTER CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP?!". And i was like WTF?!! Did i even talk?? And i went on to give him that "you-idiot-i-didn't-talk!" face. So idiotic lor! i didn't talk and he scolded me for nothing! @#!&$(#@%?@%? Next was told that mother tongue intensive will be from 11.30 to 4. When i heard the news i was like OMG, why so long?! Anyway, they separated the classes. Higher chinese and A class students in the haven, B class students in the AVA, and C class onwards remain in their own classes. So went to haven,settled down. Not bad, at least the air con in haven is stronger than the useless one in the classroom! Didn't expect chinese intensive to be sooo boring. They gave us 19 stacks of worksheets and notes to do and look through! Omg just by writing your name down on every piece would make your pen ink go dry. Luckily was sitting beside Bran and we played hang man and drew silly stuffs on foolscap paper. I was practically drawing coconut trees! Haha! Ok i know this is not the time to still play in class, but the lesson was really boring! I was falling asleep! And i regretted not bringing breaking dawn to school. I'm gonna bring it to school tmr! :D Chinese intensive is gonna last for the rest of the week, and everyday 5 hours of it! I'm gonna decompose in the haven man. Ok, i'm gonna catch some beauty sleep now and wake up to complete chi homework :D Oh my, when was the last time i handed in chinese homework?? I can't even remember it. LOL. Byes! :D
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 4:43 PM
能让我回到从前吗? Today is such a boring day. Mum and Dad went out early in the morning. Had to prepare lunch for myself and bro, and bro went out too after eating. So i'm left all alone at home with my darling lucky. Thought of getting out of the house too, but couldn't think of a place to go. So here i am, had been staring into my computer screen for the past 3 hours doing nothing meaningful. There's nothing nice on tv too. Somebody save me from this boredom!! I'm crunching on apples now. See? I'm so healthy :D Oh man i'm really bored. I'm gonna be bored to tears soon if i still can't find anything to do to occupy myself with besides blogging. Crap, i think i shall go catch some beauty sleep then. Hopefully i can dream of nice things and not feel like waking up anymore. Was it my fault? I think it was. I'm sorry, I really am. I fully regret for what i have done to land us in this stupid situation. I hope there's something that i can do to salvage this. I really don't want us to end up this way. I'm unhappy :(If i had time that would last forever, i would have waited. But no, i don't. So i had to leave. I'm sorry..Hmmmm...Why do i feel disturbed whenever i see your name????
Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 8:48 PM
Hey people! :D Its been quite some time since i last blogged. Mid years are over and here comes prelim 1. Will be getting mid year results back on monday. Gosh, im excited and at the same time, nervous. Cos i really don't wanna see myself failing anything except for maths. Not that i wanna fail maths, i have always been failing maths so failing it again doesn't make a whole big difference. I have a feeling that i'm gonna fail chem. Didn't know how to do quite a numver of questions. The night before chem paper i called bran and asked him to teach me the chapter of salt preparations. Especially the titration method. I finally understood what on earth is the titration process and how it works! And i was really looking forward to a 5 or 6 mark question that would probably test me on the any methods of salt prepapration. BUT, nothing about salt preparation came up. !@$#$^?!? Anyway, just came back from tution at wei hong's house. Tution started at 4 plus and ended at 6 plus. And i'm freaking tired cos i had a super tiring day out at sentosa yesterday and i had to wake up soo early this morning. I'm contemplating over whether to quit fiona's tution or not. Cos my mum thinks its not showing any results, and plus i've not been working lately, so this means that my source of income is temporarily frozen. But, i might be taking up other tutions, *faints*. Currently still looking for better choices. :D Oh, and i wanna blog about yesterday. :D DAY OUT AT SENTOSA WITH FRIENDS! :D Went to sentosa with shumei, hui mei, alvina, carolynn and yenni. Met hui mei and alvina at hougang mall early in the morning to buy food and stuffs for our picnic by the beach side. LOL Then waited for shumei. She was freaking late. Trained to vivo to meet caro and yen. And on the way we were crapping about lots of stuff. :D Next went to buy tickets and we pretended and acted like tourists! Going gaga over eveything we see, like we have never ever seen anything like that in our whole entire lives. It was damn funny la, with all the intended accent and actions. :D Decided to station ourselves at palawan beach. And we started hving fun. Going down to the water, playing frisbee, burying each other in the sand and SUN TANNING!! I'm so pissed with the sun tanning issue! Ok, here's what happened. I went under the sun, lied down on the freaking super duper hot sun tanning bed that could have burnt me alive, and laid there under the hot sun for like such a long time, and my skin is like still so white!!! WTF!! I suffered in the heat for so long hoping to tan myself and ended up with no results! Am i too healthy or too unhealthy? Why is it so difficult for my skin to get black?! Ok, back on track. Went aboard the tram and visited the merlion and one more place i forgot the name. LOL. Took pics but lazy to upload. MAybe next time? :D Then went to change, and went back to vivo. The rest wanted to continue playing with water at the sky park(?) so shumei and i went shopping instead. We were like two crazy women rushing into any clothes shops in sight. And we tried on clothes for fun too! But as usual, ended up getting nothing. There's this top that we both fell in love with. I'm gonna get it sooner or later! *cough cough* Asm, you still owe me something right? Remember?? Haha..:D Shu mei bought a ripcurl clutch which didn't really appeal to me, and it costs a freaking $36. Oh well, but she like it :D Then went arcade to play. And we played DDR!! OMG when was the last time i played it?? It felt so good playing it again. This game really holds alot of childhood memories for me. Far too many. But my skills have definitely gone downhill. Guo zhiyin where are you?! So long never meet, i wanna go jamming on SSR!! SSR is definitely more fun than DDR :D Next went to the pet shop, and saw many cute dogs. I wanna get a miniature schnauzer! And i got some snacks for my darling lucky. He finished the whole stick in just one night!! Amazing huh? LOLS. Were freaking tired, so decided to train home. :D Happy happy happy :D I love ang shu mei :DD 我说,如果每一个结局都像童话般一样的话 ,那该有多好??
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 8:37 PM
I don't why i suddenly thought of this song. I think its because i've not heard it for quite some time. Its an oldie. But its super nice! And i love it. And there's a significance behind the lyrics of the song. "Candle in the Wind" is a song with music by Elton John and lyrics by Bernie Taupin. It was originally written in 1973, in honor of Marilyn Monroe, who had died 11 years earlier. The original version in the key of E major appeared on John's 1973 album Goodbye Yellow Brick Road. The lyrics of the song are a sympathetic portrayal of the life of Marilyn Monroe (the song's opening line "Goodbye Norma Jean" refers to Monroe's real name) Adapted from wikipediaHere are the lyrics:Goodbye Norma Jean Though I never knew you at all You had the grace to hold yourself While those around you crawled They crawled out of the woodwork And they whispered into your brain They set you on the treadmill And they made you change your name And it seems to me you lived your life Like a candle in the wind Never knowing who to cling to When the rain set in And I would have liked to have known you But I was just a kid Your candle burned out long before Your legend ever didLoneliness was tough The toughest role you ever played Hollywood created a superstar And pain was the price you paid Even when you died Oh the press still hounded you All the papers had to say Was that Marilyn was found in the nudeGoodbye Norma Jean From the young man in the 22nd row Who sees you as something more than sexual More than just our Marilyn Monroe. Here's another song by elton john that is super nice. Titled:Goodbye Yellow Brick Road. Lyrics: When are you gonna come down When are you going to land I should have stayed on the farm I should have listened to my old man You know you can't hold me forever I didn't sign up with you I'm not a present for your friends to open This boy's too young to be singing the blues So goodbye yellow brick road Where the dogs of society howl You can't plant me in your penthouse I'm going back to my plough Back to the howling old owl in the woods Hunting the horny back toad Oh I've finally decided my future lies Beyond the yellow brick road What do you think you'll do then I bet that'll shoot down your plane It'll take you a couple of vodka and tonics To set you on your feet again Maybe you'll get a replacement There's plenty like me to be found Mongrels who ain't got a penny Sniffing for tidbits like you on the ground Too bad i can't find the songs to put it up here in my blog. I think its because the songs are too old so no one has uploaded it. Oh well, if you wanna hear how they sounds like, go to youtube and type the titles in, or come and find me and i'll send you the songs. :D These songs require deep understanding. They're songs that are written in-depth. LOL :D Chem paper tmr. And i am so dead dead dead. Someone pls help meeeeeee!! :(
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 10:55 PM
Hello people! ATTENTION!! YOU MUST AT LEAST READ HALF OF THIS POST!!!! Have not been blogging for some time cos of exams. I'm damn worried about my maths paper. I think i would have to let ah huan down again. Last thursday when he was going down the row to collect our maths paper 2, he stopped at my desk and gave that grin and asked me "so how? can pass?" then i was like "yeah, full marks", and he went "wahh, full marks ah?", then he continued collecting the papers down the row. LOL. I think he's a great but not wise man. Or maybe a wise but not great man. Sometimes i like him, and sometimes i don't. Oh my, what nonsense am i blabbering about? I think i'm going bonkers because of stress :D Monday's fnn paper. Really hope i will do well for it. Its like the subject that i have the most confidence in :D Yesterday was bio paper 4. I didn't study at all for it. So if i still i get an A1 for it, im gonna call myself god. But thats very unlikely to happen la. Cos mrs quek bombed so many questions on sexual reproduction in plants, and the essay questions were on the nervous system and reproduction in plants, both which are my weakest topics. :D After the paper went to Cp with joan for lunch. asm didn't join us cos she wanted to tp mac home. So left with me and joan. Went to kfc for lunch, and we spent 2 hours eating and talking there. Then dilly dally walk around cp and went to metro to try on clothes for fun cos we had too much time on our hands. :D There's this blue top that really caught my eye and its really nice but it costs a freaking $39.90 so i didn't get it. Oh welllll. After that i accompanied joan to get her ear pierced. Third one. OMG it was damn scary! When i saw the woman pressed the gun thing into her ear i felt like crying. It looks so painful! And i don't know how joan managed to bear with the pain. I wanna get more piercings(cos i've only got one pathetic hole on each ear), but im afraid of the pain. So i'll forget about it. But im jealous of joan! three holes on one ear. So nice! Ah whatever la. Had tution at wei hong's house today. Fiona taught us more on coordinate geometry. Walao eh, if she had taught us everything that we have learnt today, i bet i would have done better for my maths paper 2. Anyway, i was feeling bored and i decided to search for my name online. And i got so much interesting information and history of my name! HEATHER A low spreading plant with small purple, pink or white flowers. Heather grows wild in Europe on highlands with poor soil. (Definition adapted from oxford dictionary) Pictures of Heather     Here's a short story on Heather flowers that i found on the internet. When God first made the world, He looked at the bare and barren hillsides and thought how nice it would be to cover them with some kind of beautiful tree or flower. So he turned to the Giant Oak, the biggest and strongest of all of the trees he had made, and asked him if he would be willing to go up to the bare hills to help make them look more attractive. But the oak explained that he needed a good depth of soil in order to grow and that the hillsides would be far too rocky for him to take root. So God left the oak tree and turned to the honeysuckle with its lovely yellow flower and beautiful sweet fragrance. He asked the honeysuckle if she would care to grow on the hillsides and spread her beauty and fragrance amongst the barren slopes. But the honeysuckle explained that she needed a wall or a fence or even another plant to grow against, and for that reason, it would be quite impossible for her to grow in the hills. So God then turned to one of the sweetest and most beautiful of all the flowers - the rose. God asked the rose if she would care to grace the rugged highlands with her splendour. But the rose explained that the wind and the rain and the cold on the hills would destroy her, and so she would not be able to grow on the hills. Disappointed with the oak, the honeysuckle and the rose, God turned away. At length, he came across a small, low lying, green shrub with a flower of tiny petals -some purple and some white. It was a heather. God asked the heather the same question that he’d asked the others. "Will you go and grow upon the hillsides to make them more beautiful?" The heather thought about the poor soil, the wind and the rain - and wasn’t very sure that she could do a good job. But turning to God she replied that if he wanted her to do it, she would certainly give it a try. God was very pleased. He was so pleased in fact that he decided to give the heather some gifts as a reward for her willingness to do as he had asked. Firstly he gave her the strength of the oak tree - the bark of the heather is the strongest of any tree or shrub in the whole world. Next he gave her the fragrance of the honeysuckle - a fragrance which is frequently used to gently perfume soaps and potpouris. Finally he gave her the sweetness of the rose - so much so that heather is one of the bees favourite flowers. And to this day, heather is renowned especially for these three God given gifts. :D Another myth that i found online (about Heather) Most Heather is purple in color, but there is also rare white heather. Rumored to grow over the final resting places of fairies and only where no blood has been shed, the plant is said to be extremely lucky. Queen Victoria introduced carrying white heather at weddings for luck. Some Clans have attributed victory to wearing white heather sprays, or evading capture by hiding in patches of white heather. According to myth, the Celtic Bard Ossian's beautiful daughter, Malvina, was betrothed to a gallant warrior named Oscar. One day, Malvina was awaiting Oscar's return from war, when she was approached by a messenger. Oscar had died in battle and sent the messenger with a spray of heather to give to Malvina as a final token of his love. Malvina began to cry and her tears fell on the heather, which immediately turned white. She wandered the moors sobbing, her tears turning every heather plant they touched to white. She said "although it is the symbol of my sorrow, may the white heather bring good fortune to all who find it." Since then the white Heather has also symbolised eternal love. Symbolizing admiration and good luck, heather is also believed to have protective powers. The fae of this flower are attracted to shy humans. Fairies that live among the heather undisturbed are said to feast on the heather stalks. A flower of peace and solitude >>So cool right?! :DDD And my favourite colour happens to be white! Yay i love white! Now it holds a special meaning in my heart. :) Another interesting fact that i've found. I actually heal people!! LOL :D The Healing Properties of HeatherThe healing properties of heather have been recorded as far back as the middle ages, with books on other herbs and their uses dating even further back to the seventh century. A German book, written in 1565, describes the famous doctor Paulus Aegineta as using the flowers, leaves and stems to heal all types of sores incuding ulcers - both internally and externally. Fuchs wrote in 1543 that the healing effect of the plant could ease insect bites. Whilst Matthioulos, who lived round about the same time, used the plant in drug form to heal snake bites, eye infections, infections of the spleen and in preventing the formation of stones in internal organs. Nicolas Alexandre, a Benedictine monk, wrote that boiling heather stems and drinking the liquid for thirty consecutive days, morning and evening, was sufficient to dissolve kidney stones. He added, that the patient should also bathe in the Heather water. Heather has even been found to help nursing mothers produce more milk. Schelenz wrote in 1914 that Heather was a household remedy for all sorts of illnesses and complaints. However by the turn of the century, heather, in medical terms was generally associated with the prevention and treatment of stones in the bladder and kidney area. Since 1930, Heather, referred to by the medical profession as Herba Callunae, has been acknowledged by many doctors and chemists as effective against arthritis, spleen complaints, formation of stones, stomach and back ache, even paralysis and tuberculosis. This remarkable plant, which is quite safe for use by diabetics, is also known to be good for sore throats, gout, catarrh and coughs. Some say it even cleanses the blood getting rid of exzema and fevers. Medical herbalists, to this day, use Calluna vulgaris in the treatment of certain disorders. Containing tannin and several other components, it is used particularly in the treatment of cystitis (bladder infection), as its action is diuretic and antimicrobial. In the mountain regions of Europe the plant is still used to make a linement for arthritis and rheumatism by softening the herb in alcohol. Amazing huh? :D I didn't know theres so much history,facts and myths behind the Heather flower. Now i like my name even more. I love my name :D Heather flowers are strong and can withstand hardships. So i should be strong too. I have to. Joan and shumei lets stay strong together! :D Ok,stop this crap. Actually there are lots more about this flower. But i only pick out those that caught my attention more. If you wanna know more, go google the name. :) Ok, i think i should stop bombing the HEATHER THEORY on my blog and go to sleep now. :D Goodnight world! Once again, MY NAME IS HEATHER AND IM LOVING IT! :DDDDD I thought i have settled something in my,something which no longer bothers me. But joan told me something today, which set my mind thinking all over again, and it contradicts the previous sentence. Whut?? Why does she have to trgger my mind and set me thinking again?! This is so fustrating! Oh well, im gonna go ponder over it before i sleep. Bye.
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 7:51 PM
I SWEAR I'M GONNA GET A NEW LIFE AFTER O LEVELS!
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 10:32 PM
Hello people! Shall update about yesterday and today :D YesterdayWoke up DAMN early. Then went to fiona's house for tution. She taught us coordinate geometry. Then when she was teachung us on how to do one of the questions, i was like whut?? What you talking about? Anyway, i was struggling to pay attention throughout the two hours cos i was really sleepy. After that went to chinatown area with joan to eat lunch. At first we agreed to shop around chinatown, but she stood me up in the end and went to fetch eugene at the airport with the others. Whatever la, its not he first time anyway. And i've sort of gotten used to it already. So i spent time with myself and walked around the whole chinatown area on my own. I started out at chinatown, and i walked all the way to outram. Bought food for mummy and trained home. After that went to alvina's house to bake cookies for mother's day. From 6.45pm till 11.30pm! And i left her house with sooo much chocolate cookies. And my mum loved them! :D Alvina's dad is so cute. I only stay like 1 bus stop away from her house and he insisted that he fetched me home in his car. LOL. And when i asked him to drop me off outside the carpark, he said "no, you tell me exactly where you stay. I want to make sure that you reach home safely." Haha..And he really sent me all the way downstairs my house! Not enough, he even told me to give alvina a call when i reach home safely! Her dad's a nice person :D When i reached home i was super tired and when i looked at the clock i realised that i had been awake for more than 16 hours!!! And my palms pained like F cos i think there was too much pressure and vibration applied to them when i was blending the batter. And the pain made me so uncomfortable that i couldn't sleep well. TODAY's morning super loud thunder woke me up from my sleep. it was so loud!! ok did i mention that im afraid of thunder? Ooops! :D I think i wasted my day away. I did study a bit of ss. But its really just a bit. After afternoon nap went to hougang mall to visit fellow colleagues at gift a name. I stayed in the shop and talked to auntie wendy and rachel for like 2 whole hours! Gift a name @ hougang mall is closing on thurs. So sad, its not gonna be there anymore. I won't have anyone to visit anymore the next time i go there. I started working there when i was in sec two. And i really learnt alot from these three closest colleagues. Eve, auntie wendy and rachel. Not forgetting xiao ling too. well i guess she's enjoying life with her new born baby in malaysia now. They were the ones who taught me things i have to know. My sales talk skills and hands on skills were the results of their teachings. They taught me how to check stock, deal with diificult customers, issue order recipts and more. They taught me a lot on life too. Now, everthing's gonna be different. Auntie wendy is resigning, eve and rachel had been tranferred to kovan. Actually its not too bad cos i can still visit them at kovan or maybe get to work with them again. But still i'll miss them. Anyway, talked with them until 7 plus. This is something like our last conversation in hougang mall gift a name. I find talking to adults so much easier when it comes to life. Cos they know so much and are so experienced and they ae able to give valuable advice to me. I AM GONNA SPEND MY DAY MUGGING SS TMR!! Don't make a promise if you are not 100% sure that you are able to carry it out. Because when you break it and try to make it up, the mean >I'm gonna stick by this principle FROM NOW ON.
Yeah you can't, but you were given a choice. And apparently, you chose them. So what can i say? NOTHING. So is there anymore point in arguing with you? NO.Therefore, i close my case and am going to sleep now. Goodnight world~ :) 想多姿多彩怎会一个 当风筝遇上风,即使快乐的痛.能能乘着狂风, 天空中爱得英勇. 有了他就算哭,仍然流露着笑容. 当风筝没有风,一颗心也都很重.谁能来做微风, 不必管我的轻重.冥冥中遇上他,擦过爱的天空, 倦极也不痛. 有痛苦,都只因拥有吧.会枯萎,都只因收过花.风筝与风 by TWINS
Thursday, May 07, 2009 @ 11:11 PM
因為妳 我擁有最好的時光 細細品嘗 愛情淡淡的清香 快樂悲傷 我為了妳而珍藏 藏在我心上 直到地久天長 我感謝 妳給我最好的時光 無怨無悔 默默守在我身旁 這一路上 多少的狂風巨浪 很樂意在妳的世界做妳的避風港
@ 10:34 PM
NO MOREHello! School was as usual today, and rather relaxing. Cos its thursday! SS followed by english then free periods, and after recess fnn. So didn't really do much today. Was told to go to assembly, so joan and i packed all our stuffs and went down to the hall, only to know later on that there's english ssp instead of assembly! Ok, here's something funny. Asm was sitting behind me. And when she told me that there was english ssp, i wanted to turn around and continue the conversation with her. But i turned my head the wrong way and i saw that "i don't like him" guy. And at that point of time, my fringe wasn't pinned up and i had no time to do so. So i immediately turned my head towards the other direction and pretended to be so shocked that there was english ssp. I think i almost shouted "WHY?!" at asm. THEN, i caught his attention, cos i think i was too loud? Oh wtf. He walked towards our direction. But luckily he focused on asm and not me. He asked her what class were we from and who said there was ssp. When he turned around, i fled from the hall. Phew! English MYE tmr. Wish me luck :D Thinking of it, i've wasted a lot of time. Am i dumb or stupid? Nothing seemed to be reciprocated. I don't wish to waste anymore time.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @ 10:35 PM
Take it easy, thats what i tell myself.Joan and i feel like changing tution. Its not helping us much. One more day to english mye. I really hope i can do well this time round. Nothing much happened today, and i do not have the mood to blog much in detail for today. I'm mentally exhausted. What kind of a friend are you? Oh by the way, do you even qualify to be a friend? No, you don't. You are only nice when you need help. And you're being mean most of the times. I really don't understand how she can actually put up with all your shitty crap and nonsense and still be friends with you. Sorry Joan, i'm afraid i can't help or give you advice this time, cos It seems that i myself can't take it easy after all, too. Sorry, its gonna be locked once again. I apologise for the inconvenience caused, though.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009 @ 10:13 PM
HELLO. I can predict that i will be so dead again next tues cos I AM GONNA FAIL MY MATHS TEST AGAIN. Actually i got all the steps right. But i made a an extremely stupid careless mistake by getting the formula wrong! Instead of cube-ing it, i went to square it!! And i swear i felt like banging my useless brain onto the wall after i found out my mistake. I am gonna kena from ah huan again very very soon. He is gonna go suan-ing me in front of the whole class again. Whatever lor. Took back lit test. I'm so glad i passed, although the mark i got wasn't very high. Mdm dewi didn't come for fnn again today. This is so hilarious. Mid years are like less than a week away and teachers are all going MIA. Mr Goh came to relieve us again. And he gave me a shock when he tapped me suddenly when i was so engrossed with what i was doing at that time. LOL After fnn was amaths. So decided to get out of school for awhile before going back for chem ssp. Was walking out of the school when joan saw the dentist there and decided to ask how much we had to pay if we want to get our teeth checked. And before i knew it, i was lying on the dental chair having my teeth checked and washed. LOL! Cos the dentist said we didn't have to pay so joan was like- eh steady la! we check now. Since we got so much time. And this was how we ended up being in the dentist's for almost more than half an hour. :D After that joan and i went out of school to eat lunch. Ordered too much food (all because of joan!) and we were forcing ourselves to finish up the food. But in the end, we gave up and went back to school. HAd to take our temperature before we could step back into the school. So dumb lor! They allow us to eat outside food, but don't allow us to bring outside food in. Like as if if i eat the food and sway sway kena it, and i go back into the school, others won't get it. So dumb right?? Chem ssp was tormenting. I was so freaking tired and was struggling to keep awake. And then i think i said something too loudly to miss rina that set people laughing. And asm even said that i was a comic relief to them in that tormenting atmosphere. LOL. ok, im gonna get my beauty sleep now. Byes! :D
Monday, May 04, 2009 @ 9:28 PM
Aloha! School was as usual today. Just that we had to take our temperature twice daily from today onwards. And after recess, asm's temp was 37.6 so she had to go down and be quaratined within that area at the porch and made to drink 2 bottles of newater and wear the mask. So stupid!! Quarantine people in the open air! Like as if the virus won't fly around like that. Anyw,hope she's fine and well :D Mdm Koh not in school again today, so ss was free period. Thus had a heart to heart chatting session with joan again. :D *evil grins* After school was maths ssp. Ah huan was teaching about triangles. I paid attention, i really did. But either he went to fast or my brain was too slow to catch what he said, so very soon i was drifting further and further into la la land. Haha darling joan too! So we started writing love letters to each other. :D And we destroyed the piece of paper thoroughly after that. Oh great, just now before i slept i actually keyed in a reminder to do or pack something for tmr. But i actually forgot to key in the subject!! And now i totally can't remember what i'm supposed to do. LOL Im hyperventilating right now cos there's maths test again tmr. As usual, im gonna try my best-AGAIN. But its seems that my efforts are always not productive. There's somehow a mental blockage in my brain. *Laughs I'm feeling random now. So decided to upload this particular photo. This is a picture of me when i was 3?? Cute right?? Haha.. :DDDD I miss being a child...再次编织心中的幻想 一人有一个梦想 两个人一起分享 三生有幸能找到你在身旁 一人作梦太凄凉 两个人不会旁徨 三辈子都只为你守候 寂寞也无妨This song is nice <3
Friday, May 01, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
Hello people :D Labour day today! A day for workaholics to rest and enjoy. :D So there's no school too! Got woken up by brandon at around 7. I was shocked when i saw his name appear on my phone. I was like, BRANDON?? At 7AM IN THE MORNING?? Doesn't sound right. Him waking up at such an early hour on a non school day is a miracle. Haha.. At first he said wanna meet at 11. I was like nooooooo. Cos i was super tired and i wanted to sleep more. And i was half asleep and half awake when i smsed him back. LOL Before i went back into a deep slumber, we agreed to meet at 1. Woke up at 11 plus, and asm suddenly smsed and said that we can't go her house! Cos she was having some kind of family outing and will only be available in the late afternoon. @!^*$#%*($#^*)??!!! So smsed bran, waited until 1pm, still no reply. So i know he confirmed overslept. Called him, and woke him up. And indeed, he overslept :D Decided to meet up with him first, and we changed location to his house. Met at compass ( I reached first!!) and went to buy stuffs and he bought his lunch. His mum disagreed with what he was eating. LOL. I like his mum! :D Started off with twilight without asm cos he couldn't wait yo watch it. Asm came about 2 hours later, which was around 5? After twilight we watched 10 promises to my dog. Gosh, it was a sad movie. And before the movie started, ASM said very loudly that she's not gonna cry. But she ended up crying anyway. So next time, don't say things too early :) Bran gave us the box of tissue before the saddest part of the movie came, for me and asm to standby. LOL After the movie we started on our maths. I finished tution homewotk, except for the last question. Bran helped me with them. But i completed one question on my own ok! :D Do do do do do until 9 plus, started to slack and i played tug of war with Cola. Cola can jump higher than my lucky! And both of them are afraid of vacuumm cleaners. LOL. I think lucky have like only around 5 years or lesser left to live?? I had him since i was in P4. So how many years had he lived?? I'm gonna spend MORE quality time with him from now onwards. I don't wanna regret like the girl in the movie did. She was so mean to her dog lor. Anyw, left bran's house at around 10 plus. Hah, i finally remembered to take a photo of him in his family potrait when he was four years old! I'm not gonna upload it, cos he'll kill me if i do so. But its cute! Maybe if you come to me privately, i'll show it to you. But that'll depend on my mood. :D Asm couldn't join us for dinner cos her mum was rushing her home. So went to kou fu ourselves. I didn't eat, cos i was too hungry that i felt full already. LOL After eating bran accompanied me to the bustop to wait for my bus. The stupid freaking bus took a freaking long time to come and my phone went dead whe i wanted to send a request to sbs for the time of the next bus arrival! So i asked him to go back first cos his sis was waiting for him. Listened to the news on the bus. It was about the swine flu again. Latest update: The name swine flu is now changed to Influenza A H1N1 Cos they found out that the pigs are not the cause of the viruses. (wth!! then so many innocent pigs were killed and people were mislead into refraining from eaing pork!!) And the level alert is currently 5, and the colour light alert is orange. Once its black, eveyone will just be staying at home and waiting to die. So lets ptay hard that closed ones do not get affected by it. O have decided to go to the temple to pray and be vegetarian on vesak day :D Ok, shall end here. Tuition tmr. Because i'm a girl, and every individual is special.
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