Heather Lee
My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric.
I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky.
I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts.
I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there.
I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows.
I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos.
One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 5:18 PM
im feeling so fcuking stressed about school work. I feel that im lagging behind. I feel so stupid in maths and chem lessons. i just can't seem to freaking understand those stupid formulas and theories. VECTORS!!!its killing me. And i can't seem to find enough time to finish up on my work. SSP ends so late everyday, already feeling so damn tired when i reach home, and still have to worry and trouble over F&N CW. CW is fcuking taking up so much of my time lor! I'm like staying up till so late every night just to do my RND. IDIOTIC. If it weren't for o levels, i wouldnt have given a heck about it.
Albert Teoh scolded me in front of the whole class again yesterday. Said my maths file was in a mess and a lot of assignments were not sent in for marking. And he said "your father told me you are a sensible girl and you know what you are doing. He says he trusts you to handle your own work. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR FATHER WOULD SAY WHEN HE SEES YOUR FILE?"
Like what the hell?use my father to pressurize me. And he said im having the wrong attitude. Hello?? you should go ask the rest of the teachers that are teaching me. They will 100% tell you that i have a good attitude in class. Only you seem to be picking on me.
Anyway, when he was scolding me, i felt like crying again. But i've figured that if i cry everytime he scolds me, the ultimate winner would be him. So i thought of a new way to tackle him. While he was scolding, i just stood there, looked at him, and diao him until he stopped.i really gave him 'that kind' of look lor. HAHA! it worked!He got irritated and sent me back to my seat. LOL
He doesn't realise that sometimes the words that he use are really harsh. So harsh that they can actually hurt someone's feelings deeply.
Im stressed,and really tired. So tired that i don't even feel like forcing a smile on my face sometimes. Im really afraid that i cant make it for o levels this year.I feel stupid and useless.And worse,i have other problems to settle. Problems that no one can help. I feel like crying out loud. I need a shoulder.One that i can truly rely and depend on,and able to give me support for that few minutes when i actually put my dignity down and cry my heart out. Where can i find one?