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Hey people! I'm gonna blog on a regular basis from now on. :)
Had a really bad day at school today.I actually went to school in a happy mood,but Albert Teoh had to spoil it all. He actually scolded me in front of the whole class. Just because i scored 2/20 for his maths test.The test was on probability and vectors.what the heck,i still don't understand anythingg about vectors till now and i sat for the test. He said i didn't put in any effort in my studies and im not gonna go far in life. And then he went on about me being one of the best students in class last year and how my standard has dropped tremendously. And then he compared me with a lot of other people.Saying how they are consistently improving but im not.Ok,he was shouting,not talking to me. And he even said that i was talking rubbish when i told him that i wanted to go to a poly last week. Last week during the 1 to 1 interview he asked me what plans do i have after completeing my o levels.So i told him that i wanted to go poly lor.And now he's scolding me for this.He said if i continued to be like this i'll be crying when i see my o levels results next year.This is considered as cursing me lor. I broke down when he was scolding me halfway. And i think he saw me.But he just continued scolding. Idiot right. This is the first time i cried so badly in school lor. I needed like 2 periods to get over the sobs? But, i have to salute him.He is the first teacher that has successfully made me cry by scolding me. So paiseh lor,so many people saw me crying today. All thanks to him. This makes him the record holder. Whatever, i still hate him. But i wanna clarify something. I didn't cry because i scored only the 2 pathetic marks. i cried because i couldn't accept the words that he said. I think its too unfair to me,i felt so accused. Basically because he only judges me based on my maths results. (God and everyone knows that i'm damn lousy in maths and i had to put in sooooo much effort just to get a B3 for my common test. ) He doesn't take my other subjects into consideration. And i dare to say that im doing well in other subjects. English: Only two people in the whole level scored A1 and i'm one of them. F&N: I've always been the top student. Bio: I'm scoring straight As in every test and sometimes the top student for it. Chinese: I'm getting A2s. SO, does this mean that i don't put in any effort? I've put in so much effort! OH YA, he even asked me to give up mother tongue if im doing so badly in maths. How could he say that?! I've put in so much time and effort lor. He thinks its so easy peasy to be the top student. Blast him la.His english is so terrible.until now still cannot pronounce my name properly.I'll definitely remember him for life.

I saw Brandon's tag. And it started me on thinking about the past,when i was still in lower sec. Although during that two years all of us had to cope with so many subjects,we were happy with each other's company and we always encouraged each other to do better. There were times when we gathered together in small groups and talked about all the silly and lame things,and sometimes the words that come out from our mouths don't even make sense.But still, we enjoyed the process of it. It was sort of like a bonding time for us.And also quarelling over some trivial matters and making it up after a while.Then there were lots of group projects last time.Where we can get into groups and work on it and present it to the class.It was so fun! But then,streaming year came and we were separated. Meet new friends but still prefer the old ones. I don't know, for me, its like this.Im not sure about the others.
I miss those days.They weren't as complicated and difficult as compared to now. People were simpler in the past,And problems were easier to solve. Unlike now.
Sometimes, i think that life is a difficult question that god threw at me,leaving me to answer it all alone. But at the end of the day, there's no difinite answer to this question. I'll have to figure it out myself whether i have answered the question correctly or not.

Anyway,next week is gonna be a busy week.
MONDAY:F&N ssp in the morning,then going Kboxing with huimei,mc,weihong,zhenying and alvina. We're gonna sing until we go crazy! Lalala~~
TUESDAY: Going to Brandon's house to bake cake,cookies and brownies!And study a little.He's gonna be my free tutor again:D OMG i cant wait for tuesday to arrive! I can foresee so much fun!
WEDNESDAY: Going to binge on sakae buffet together with hui mei and alvina. :)
THURSDAY:Maths ssp in the morining,then movie and meal with Brandon,Joan and ASM! I wanna waych hotel for dogs! :)
FRIDAY: erm, i don't have any plans for friday yet.except have to go for maths ssp in the morning. Most probably i'll be working during the weekends.Not sure though.
And i still have to make time to do my F&N R&D. its giving me a huge headache.:(

Oh,i have something very important to announce. I wanna thank Brandon Yeo for helping me pass my emaths common test! THANK YOU SO MUCH! I know i wasted a lot of his time. He was teaching me the same things over and over again when i did not understand.And he made time out of his busy schedule to teach me maths. THANK YOU SO MUCH BRANDON! p.s you must continue to be my free tutor ok? :)

Thats it, gotta go do R&D now. I'll blog soon! :D











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