im sad, and ive regretted what i have done.it has been three days.
i feel like crying and saying it all out..
but i don't know who to pour my sorrows to..
cant find anyone to share my troubles with..
i pray to god..
i hope this tragedy that have happened would end immediately..
i realy wish...and hope..
i don't want this to go on any longer...
its torturing me..
my heart aches..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@ 10:26 AM
yesterday was fun fun fun.went out with jason,andy,thai siong and wei ping.we were supposed to meet at 12.30 buti met jason 1st at 12.15 to go buy straws.alot of pple stood us up.valentina,isaac,tiffany and eunice actually said they were going but they did not turn up.and the 5 of us waited and waited until 1pm.called them,they didn't pick up their phone.so we went off by ourselves.took 72 all the way to tampinese to watch movie.decided to watch dong hai zhan and bought the tickets.the show was at 3.15 but it was only 2pm.so to pass the time away,we played at the arcade and we had a great time.played the 3 pucky hockey game the most.i paired with jason,andy paired with weiping.thaisiong seemed to be only interested in cars and guns so he didn't join us in the game.it was very fun la.we were busy guarding our goal post and at the same time trying to push the pucks into andy and weiping's goal post.one game was $1.50 and i tink we played it 4 or 6 times.i forgot the score but i think it was a tie.3pm finally came and we made our way to but popcorn and drinks.i didn't fork out a single cent because the guys paid for everything.a total of $11.60.
went in to t he theater and sat down.show haven started and were watching advertisements after advertisements for quite a long time.cos we're early birds u see.we were munching and crunching away on our popcorn.weiping and andy shared one box of popcorn,jason,me,thaisiong shared one too.but thaisiong didn't touch the popcorn at all.dunno why.he just said he don't want to eat.so it was onli jason and i who were munching on the popcorn.and we threw popcorn at each other and were laughing away.i think pple were looking at us.and i said jokingly "we will finish all our food before the show starts".and half of my words came true.abt 15 mins after the show started,all the popcorn were already in our tummy,digesting.weiping and andy are not good popcorn eaters.cos after the whole show,they were still left with half a box of it.half a box!!
the whole show was quite nice.i like the songs sung by jj.and i hate that san jiao guai.so evil and her voice is horrible,terrible,incorrigible.
left the cinema after the show ended and andy was still holding on to the box of popcorn.had nothing to do so we decided to walk to century sq and play at the other arcade there.on the way,andy dropped the box of popcorn.funny funny funny.
reached the other arcade and started playing.thaisiong started on time crisis 4 and i must say that he very expert la.1 credit can play for more than half an hour.i did a good deed and helped him end the game by taking over the gun and shooting aimlessly at the screen.hahaha..and of cos,the game was over. x]
played one-on-one car racing with jason and i won.yay!but by luck,not skills.i managed to overtake him only in the last lap.the 1st few laps he was way in front of me.i know my car racing skills sucks.that time played with isaac also lose.aiya but guys are usually better at cars and machine gun games than girls.cant compare with them.so dun care.
oso played the music game with andy.actually,the game was supposed to be only 2 players but we made it into 4.one player hace 6 buttons but we split it up and each of us took 3 buttons.i paired up with jason agn and andy asked thaisiong to help him.weiping went to buy bag so nvr play with us.jason and i always won and andy bu fu qi and ask why we always win.haha..and we broke the records too.got into the top 10.actually this game is all about your sense of rythm la.me and jason got join band de mah..all music requires a sense of rhythm.so of cos our sense of rythm would be better than andy and thaisiong..rite??
isaac finally called me back and and said that his phone cocked up and couldnt receive any calls or smses that i sent him earlier on.i asked him why he never come and he said he forgot the date.he thought it was tomorrow(which is 20 june).NVM
after everything,weiping's father came to fetch us and drive us home.had to sqeeeeeze in the car cos the car is onli meant for 5 pple and there was a total of six of us(including her dad).me,andy,jason and thaisiong were squeezing at the back seats like duno what.weiping good la,sit in front.no need to squeeze with us.
i was the first to alight.thank goodness.no more squeezing.
All in all,it was a fun and happy day :]
Friday, June 15, 2007 @ 6:21 PM
Great.i just cut my hair yesterday.its so damn thin now,and so difficult to tie.but never mind.cos i like it :]
i've finished watching blade hearts liao.well, actually i've finished watching it a longgg time ago.i can sit in front of the tv and watch my idol for hours without getting tired. x] so my father was so shocked when i told him that i've already finished watching the whole show.there were 37 episodes and i took only 3 days to finish them.haha..well,watching tv is my forte,let alone watching a show that has my idol.i wanna watch yummy yummy.reason?simple.
'the-show-stars-raymond lam'.but i have to save up money to either buy it or rent it.or maybe if my dad's in a good mood i will ask him to get it for me and i wont have to fork out a single cent.,y dad's the best guy in the world when he's in a good mood.and i mean it.
Life has been so boring these 2 weeks.nothing to do,no money to go out and no HK shows to watch!but luckily my mum has given me some money to go out watch movie with jason and the rest for nxt week.so i'll have to stay at home and rot until nxt tues arrives.
@ 5:57 PM
im finally blogging again.its been ages since i've updated my blog.cos im busy with lots and lots of CIP.
CIP=BORING and WASTE OF TIME
unless we do something else besides SHELVING.went to SK lib to do cip again today.nothing much.just shelving,shelving and more shelving.its so boring la.and i have to shelve books for 3 whole hours everytime i go there.trollies and trollies of books.it seems like there are never ending books to shelve.now im so scared to step into SK lib.cos stepping into that place means more shelving.but luckily today is my last cip day in the lib.coming up nxt is hiking and workshops.which is next week.just pray hard that i wont have to shelve anymore books in the future.
Sunday, June 03, 2007 @ 5:58 PM
heyy pple!!!i've created another friend test with different questions.so faster go try it out and see how much u score!! Thx thx thx... :D
@ 4:31 PM
I hate you
aren't u contented with what u have?
isn't that enough for you??
than why do you still have to....
i really don't know what else you want..
u took away the only thing that i could at least acheive...
why must you do that?
im already very accomadating...
im always giving in to you and i try to fulfil your requests..
and you actually did this to me..
great..
im gonna change my attitude towards you from now on.