Heather Lee
I am me, i ain't pretentious no more. You gotta know me to find it out. And, music definitely is in me ;)
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My Dream
I would like to travel around the world with a loved one and watch as many sunsets as i can. It would be best if the weather is good and it comes with magnificent sceneries and the sounds of nature. Sometimes, i gotta admit that the sound of nature is euphoric. I want to stay in a hotel room on the top floor with a full window view of a busking city so that when i look out of the window at night, i see the beautiful lights under the dark quiet sky. I want to visit Chicago, Cassablanca and Massachusetts. I heard the western countryside is nice. Its simple but beautiful. Quiet but filled with laughter of the people who are contented with what they have over there. I want to experience a farm stay. Wake up to the sounds of the farm animals. Bathe horses and milk cows. I want to see real cowboys and join them for their campfire gathering sessions. As well as sing along to the good old folk songs that they play with their guitars and banjos. One day, eventually, i believe i will find a guy who will bring me to all these places, experience the life that i've mentioned and maybe more, as well as spend the rest of his life with me till we both turn old and grey. Until then, we will still stroll on the beach hand in hand, as we watch the sun submerge into the vast seas once again.
-Heather :)



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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 5:09 PM

Got these two surveys from kellie.Gonna try them out for fun. X)
[Hurt survey]
1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed,again?
yes,if he's worth the kiss.
2.Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
YES.And it hurts a lot.
3.how long does the hurt last?
so long that i couldn't keep it in count.
4.Are you happier single or in a relationship?
not sure.
5.Have you ever cheated on someone?
yes.but not a serious one.
6.Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Nope.
7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes,of course.
8.have you ever broken someone's heart?
Don't think so.
9.Talk to any of your exes?
Hahaha
10.If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yes.definitely.
11.Think any of your exes feel the same?
wahahaha
12.Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend/boyfriend?
im not sure.
13.Have you been in an abusive relationship?
nope.
14.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yup.
15.Do you believe in love at first sight?
NO.definitely N-O.
16.Do you want to get married?
Depends.
17.has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
No
18.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Think so..
19.Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Don't think so.

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[Love Survey]
1.Is there anyone you like at the moment?
Of course,yes
2.Have you ever given or been given roses?
sadly,no.
3.What is your all-time favorite romance show?
mr fighting(ge dou tian wang)
4.How many times have you honestly been in love?
do u mean one-sided love or both-sided love?
5.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yes
6.Do you think that you should put your friends first?
It depends on which kind of friends.
7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.
8.What do you think about long-distance relationships?
it can give u love-sickness.and it won't last long.
9.Your thoughts on online relationships?
stupid and dumb.
10.Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger?
older,yes. younger,no.
11.Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
yes.
12.Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
maybe..
13.How many kids do you want to have?
2
14.Do you usually fall for the right boy/girl?
don't know.
15.What is your favorite color(s)?
white,blue,silver
16.What are your views on gay marriages?
will never ever approve of it.
17.Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
nope.
18.At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
12
19.What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
cannon.nothing's gonna change my love for you.
20.Do you think that someone likes u?
i don't know,don't think so :(
Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 6:08 PM

A combined emotion of how im felling right now..it's as if my heart is bleeding...

我拼了命去追,這一路上有太多是與非
錯或對,我又能問誰???
只求自己問心後無愧
跌跌撞撞也許很狼狽
多少次我笑中帶著淚
(你知道吗??)
I wont give up,take my hand
im giving up,i know you won't take my hand
因为有你的爱当當我的信念
没了...现在的我什么信念都没有了..
夢再遠,也要追 不管前方暗藏著多少危險
没有危险,可是真的太远,太远了...我看是追不到了.
一定是藍天
会是蓝天吗?是阴天吧?
有太多太多考驗,還有太多抱歉,放不下
我在想著你 你想著誰??
尋尋覓覓,我們还是又回到了原點.....
@ 5:32 PM

we're indirectly advertising for mini toons bag:)




wahaha!we're prefects of SKSS!! :phow many hands are there?????
only a camera is capable of capturing and keeping the happy and fun moments of ur life.
stay happy and smile always! :)
ps:i was forced to take this pic by ravetha.but it turn out to be quite nice!!



@ 5:03 PM

gosh.today was sure a tiring day.just came back frm the LEARN@LIBRARY blogazettes competition.it was quite fun but very tiring!woke up at 5.45am cos mrs ong said had to meet her at 6.50.and cannot be late!bathed+washed my hair+changed+ate breakfast and finally went to take bus to cp to meet her and jaynie.we all had to wear the event tshirt.it has a character on it which was cute but a bit childish.mrs ong and her husband fetched us to woodlands library.i finally saw mrs ong's "terrence"!he was handsome and cool but looked abit fierce so din dare to talk to him.we reached very early so we went to macs to eat breakfast.mrs ong blanjar me n jaynie!thankyou mrs ong!to make mr fong,asm and priscilla jealous,mrs ong purposely took a pic of all us eating and sent it to mr fong.ok,the game goes like this.every school will bring 4 students to take part in this competition.and 2 tchers mus accompany.and we have to break up into 2 grps and 1 grp will station at woodlans lib and the other at jurong library.so me,jaynie and mrs ong one grp,asm,pris and mr fong one group.we had to complete 60 pair tasks and 8 team tasks.god,jaynie and i had to run up and down the 4 level storey lib!cos the clues and answers were all around the lib.but overall,it was fun fun and fun.evryone was wearing the same tshirt!it was like we are in some kind of organisation activity.haha.after the whole thing,we were given vouchers,stickers and cornflakes as a token of appreciation.but the competition is not over yet.we still have to crate a blog,do a book review and reflections and submit it before 26 of june.after that we went to a shopping centre near the lib with mrs ong to eat lunch.actually wanted to eat at ljs but there were too many pple so we went to kfc instead.the 3 of us had a hearty chat while lunching.talked about a lot of things in school and laughed at a lot of jokes.after lunch mrs ong said she wanted to shop shop around.so me and jaynie pei her.jaynie and i took turns to carry that heavy laptop of hers.after shopping,we took a cab back to cp.agn,mrs ong paid for the fare.she said it was a reward for us for working so hard for the competition.
have to go back to school early in the morning to take report book tmr.what a waste of time and i cant sleep in.holiday still must wake up so early! xD
Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 4:57 PM

im currently watching another show that raymond lam acted in.its called blade hearts.its a nice show.rmb i said i will watch all the show that he act?and i will.this shall be a short post.anyway,found this extremely cool videoclip in youtube that is starring my two idols.raymond lam and ron ng.try watching it.click here to watch
@ 4:21 PM

yesterday was fun in school!we practically played the whole day cos there weren't any lessons.the teachers cant bother to teach anymore cos exams were over.so we were playing like crazy for the whole day.before recess mdm koh was with us for four whole periods cos we had to check our overall marks.i din really check la.i just sign whenever the paper came to me.im more interested in my report book.anyway,got back all the papers liao.if i excluded maths,i dare say that i did quite well for all the other subjects.better than what i expected.after recess,everyone were playing games or doing their own things.miss low came in during sci lesson but left after she played a video for us on her laptop.she left the show playing.actually also nobody watching de lor.its a korean dancing show.no interest at all.so we played games instead.me,eileen,brandon,ravetha,asm,jaynie and shahirah.we played murderer.it was fun la.have two versions.one using the winking method while another is use the hands de.at first i didnt know how to play the hand one.so asm and brandon taught me how.so it goes like this.everyone had to sit in a circle and hold hands.the murderer will start by pressing pple's hands.and if ur hand kena pressed,u have to press the other person sitting next to u.but the number of times mus be reduced by one everytime you pressed sumone's else hand.so if u onli kena one time,it means that the murderer had killed you.its sort of passing the "squeeze" around.sounds quite complicated rite?cos i dun reallly know how to explain it out in words.anyway,brandon was the onli guy in our group and all the rest of the gals were like so scared to hold his hand lah.pls lah,frens onli rite?scared for what?in the end,me and jaynie had to sit beside him cos we were the onli two that were not afraid to hold his hand.hold hands lor.no big deal one.i sat in the middle of brandon and eileen so it means that i held their hands.pple,dun think wai wai hor.but the fact is,im married to eileen!she is my darling and my qin ai de.haha...this lame game started about a week ago.i also forgot how come eileen and i are calling each other dear and darling.xin qi was disgusted by us.lol..its fun lor.but we are not really in love ok.its jus some sort of game.priscilla is in it too.she thinks i an lian her. :p
Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 3:52 PM

god,its really boring after the exams.i have nothing to do at all.i wan to faster get back my results!and see how well or how bad i fared.just hope that i will pass all the subjects.
arghhh..not in a blogging mood rite now.so i'll end here..buh bye.
Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 6:56 PM

MYE is finally over!its like a heavy load lifted off my shoulders.hah~ im sooo happy.now i dont need to study like crazy every day.
today no school cos its marking day.so of cos i went out and celebrate.i ate kfc jus now.it was yummy but very fattening and im supposed to be on a diet.i betrayed myself.ate shrooms burger and cheese fries.i felt guilty evertime i shoved one cheese fries into my mouth.when i finished everting,i felt like crying.haha..very drama huh?nevermind.i'll refrain myself frm eating all these junk food in future.LOL.
wonder wat paper we'll get back on monday.i cant wait to see my results and find out whether my efforts have paid off or not.cos i realy studied can.yesterday was our last paper,which is science.we had to take 3 papers.chem,bio and physic.bio was so difficult la.everting that i memorised did not come out.those that did were onli 1 or 2 marks.damn it.surprisingly,physics was the easiest.cos i hate physics and thought that physics was a stupidly-damn-difficult subject.but it came out so easy ytd and i finished it so quickly.after mdm koh collected the papers everyone started screaming and shouting like crazy.i did too cos i was happy and delighted. :)
@ 6:05 PM








我是林峰的超级Fan! :D






He is so handsome and charming!he is my all time favourite actor and singer.he has a nice face and a nice voice.i am head over heels in love with him!all his shows are so nice.like this one(see below)
this show is great can.i watch until i cried loads.but i dun like the ending.and bcos of this,i dun like the director and scripwriter of this show.they make my kou zhong die(lin feng/raymond lam) die!well,he sacrificed himself for the country.the moment i saw him die,big large tears started rolling down my cheeks.and i cant stop crying.cos its really really very sad.especially when his soul came back to see yu zhi for the last time.he told yuzhi that she must be strong and live on happily and told her that if she had anything to tell him,tell it to the stars and he would hear it.and then he kissed her and his soul vanished.oh my god,when i watched that part,i felt as though my heart has been stabbed by a knife.i heart pain siia.see my idol die like that.how i wished that he din die and all of them had a happy ending.but everything was vice versa.thats why when i watched the last episode,i cried non stop.not fair la.kou zhong die but ziling never die.NOT FAIR.the last four episodes were so nice to watch that i had to burn them.so that i can watch it over and over again.and get emo and cry over and over again.ok,im not afraid to admit that im an emo.i cry easily can.not when pple scold me,but when i see very sentimental things.i read books also can read until i cry one.let alone watching tv.i will cry like crazy if i see the characters i like,die.and my mum thinks im mad.fancy me going crazy over kou zhong.i like him mah..i am crazy over him.
I LOVE KOU ZHONG! i will watch all thw shows that he act.and i mean it. :D
i now have the urge to watch 再生缘,another show acted by lin feng.this show quite old liao.but its a nice nice show.and the songs are damn nice too.if u have the time,go youtube and find this song called "记得忘记".its actually quite a sad song la.but very nice.i want to watch this show!i will get it and watch it again...I WILL.








Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 1:01 PM

had my maths paper today.it was difficult la.confirm fail de. after skul jaynie,vinson,gabriel,sha n me dunno where to go + dun wan go home so early.so i suggested dat we go hougang mall study.and we did.me n sha went home to change first.jaynie n the boys went to sha's house.i met them after i went home to change and take my textbooks.went to long john to eat.gabriel went to guardian to buy his hairgel i think.dan gabriel damn funny la.say wan to study de.dan after he ate finish he said he had to go home liao.LOL.like dat dun cum better rite?never even study at all.so left onli me,jaynie,sha n vinson.went to library and sat down at a place.dan the idiot librarian came and ask us to go away cos we were blocking the way.damn you la.got pple wan to walk meh?i dun even see a single soul in the area that we sitting la.so no choice we had to go to the children section there.we chose a corner at the end.when we were about to sit down,i realize sumting....we were sitting directly under camera!i told jaynie and she was like..where?where?dan i pointed upwards.she looked up and started laughing like crazy.so we had to shift agn.this time found a nice and cozy place.great.no more disturbance and we could relax...im goin home later after i finiish my revision.im now in the lib.lol...i'll end here..
@ 12:59 PM

MY WISHES....

如果你已经不能控制 每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影 听我爱的CD
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉 为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信 这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你
@ 12:47 PM

This song is damnn nice la.cant get it out of my head.if you wanna know,its a cantonese song.. :D

是否很惊訝 讲不出说话
没错我是说 你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到 就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下 你知吗
回头望 伴你走 从来未曾幸福过
赴过汤 蹈过火 沿途为何没爱河
下半生 陪住你 怀疑快乐也不多
没有心 别再拖 好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷 通通不要好过
来年岁月那么多 为继续而继续
没有好处还是我 若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
是否不甘心 首先给撇下
换了你是我 你忍得到吗
捱得过无限次 寂寞凌迟
人心态早己看得化 也可怕
从头努力也坎坷 通通不要好过
来年岁月那么多 为继续而继续
直接不过承认错 若勉强也分到不多
不如什么也摔破
难捱就无谓再拖 好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷 通通不要好过
来年岁月那么多 为继续而继续
没有好处还是我 若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 4:54 PM

my dad say he'll get me a new hp after i finish my exams.sony ericsson Z610i!!yay!!i love him loads.hhe's getting it for me for my belated birthday present.i've been craving for that phone for a longggg longgg time.and im finally getting it.but i cant make up my mind.should i get z610i or w550i ?my dad says its up to me but i really cant make up my mind lah.both are so nice and good.OMG!!!i cant wait for that day to come!wish wish wish. :D
jaynie bought me the bag that i wanted from mini toons! THANK YOU JAYNIE.i love you.i'll make sure that i get that thing you want for your birthday.although it costs $49.95,by hook or by crook,i promise i'll get it for you.so don't worry!
god,tmr is maths paper.brace myself for it.cos i know i will confirm fail maths.CONFIRMED.so mrs ong,its useless to hope that i'll get an A1 for maths.its downright impossible.no matter how much time you spend on me,its not gonna work.so dont waste your time on me.im a total maths idiot..

being happy doesnt mean that everything is perfect.it means that you have learnt to look past the IMPERFECTIONS.
The hardest thing to do is to let go of something that you never even had before...
and unfortunately,why mus this happen to me?
@ 4:13 PM

have no idea why i feel so sad these few weeks.just cant seem to concentrate fully on anything i do lah.it's not because of anyone.its my own problem luh can.im so fking jealous and envious of sum pple.i noe i wont becum one of them.well,maybe if a miracle happens one fine day and i'll be over the moon.i jus dont feel like talking nowadays.and some pple thought that i have attitude problem or im angry with them.so pple,if i dun respond to you when you talk to me,pls dont be angry with me.it's just bcos of my mood swings lately.i dont know wads the fking problem wif me.maybe i shud just dissappear from this world and not care about anything or how pple's opinions are of me anymore.
my frens are getting lesser and lesser and i dont seem to be making any new frens.i hate myself.low self esteem.no confidence to do anything right.in front of my frens,i try really hard to act as if nothing is wrong at all.but sumtimes,i just cant bring myself to smile no matter how hard i try.when i suceed,i really look happy in front of them.but in fact,im not.
wad is the bloody problem with me?!!! i have terrible mood swings and sumtimes its so bad that i can suddenly lose my temper even when no one or nothing has irritated me. my life suck.let's hope my life can change for the better as soon as possible.
Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 6:34 PM

audition is fun!!went to gina's hse to play audition ytd.actually we were accompanying jaynie to kfc to meet jiapeng and vinson to study for lit exam.but they took a long long time to come.and when they finally came,vinson say he need to go home take his lit book.so jaynie was so angry that she had to wait so long and she went home herself.in the end never study at all.saw gina and asked her to join us for a while.she asked me to go her house play.i have nothing to do so i agreed lor.shahirah came with us too cos she want to play com at gina's hse.tapao-ed popcorn chicken and fries to her house.yum yum.i like gina's house la.got so many music instruments.got piano,guzheng and guitar.i love music.i swear i will learn as many music instruments as possible in my life.i love music loads.i cant live without it.ok,lets get back to point.so we play play play com and dan i played audi.it was damn fun la.but i played all the slow songs.cos i beginner mah.but i very good liao lor.i 2nd time play i can pass the finishing move leh!and i can pass the level 10 de too.im such a genius.haha ><.
dan at 1 plus mus go home liao.so went rv plaza wif sha to take bus go home.on the way saw jiapeng and michelle and weizheng and michelle they all at mac studying.haha...jiapeng was hiding frm his mum and weizheng is buying things from his mum.is this sum kinda joke??anyway,said bye to them and i went home. :)
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i had my lit exam today.OMG,i din expect the questions to come out like that.luckily i did some last minute revision tgt wif hari,ravetha and nadira in the morning.or else i sure fail.the questions were like quite difficult la
@ 6:17 PM

why do pple have to change so drastically?it's ok if they change for the better but not when the don't.i really miss those happy old days that we spent together.i think we almost spent every wkend together.we confided in each other and talked about our love lives.things at that time were not as complicated and complexed like now.i don't know what caused the change in you but i think i know part of it.it's quite obvious.why cant we go back to the days when there weren't so many complications?
i am sad sad sad sad sad...this world is really full of mysteries and changes.
but no matter how you're doing,i jus want you to remember that i am always your fren.the fren that you onced trusted and confided in.you can come and find me anytime.i'll be there to do crazy things with you(like we always did last time) and help you with anything i could.
Take cares always:)
Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 12:01 PM

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty ,The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever Oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before,BUT IT NEVER FELT THIS STRONG
Our dreams are young and we both know,They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now,Touch me now.I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU
Nothing's gonna change my love for you.You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of,I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you,You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding STAR
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing,I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
So come with me and share the view.I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now,Touch me now,I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you.You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my love for you....