i took my english paper one on fri..it was quite difficult.i chose the topic "what are the qualities that you find in a friend" i tot that this was the easiest topicafter the test,i asked around.it seems like very few pple chose this topic.they all said that this topic was the hardest.and when i told mdm koh that i chose this,she looked so amazed?she said "whoaaaaaa...."dan i was like "why she giv me this kind of reaction??"lol....anyway,next week and the week after is very crucial to me.i really have to study hard.the exams are very important to me..after this post im gonna continue wif my revision again.i cant afford to fail more than 2 subjects.i cant afford to let my parents down.most importantly,i cant afford to let myself down.soooooooo,im gonna study study study!!
@ 6:15 PM
longgg time never blog liao..cos exams are going on and i can hardly find any time to blog.it seems like im studying almost every minute of my life.cant afford to slack.cos the MYE is really important.ok,i'll blog about sumting that happened about a week ago.the day when i went to valentina's birthday chalet..
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(20 APRIL 2007)
Left school at about 1.30 pm..went home to bathe and change than went to meet jason at hougang mall at 3pm.we went to buy valentina's birthday present.actually,andy,thaisiong and tiffany were supposed to meet us too but they all din come.thaisiong said he has NPCC duty,andy said he had to go to his uncle's house so 5pm dan can come and meet us,tiffany said she had to go for her eye checkup and will onli meet us after that.so thats it,onli left me and jason.we bought the presents at mini toons and gift a name.after buying the presents,it was onli about 3.45 and we had to wait until 5pm for the rest to come.jason and i had nothing to do..so guess wad we did??we walked from the 1st floor to the 5th floor and from the 5th floor to the 1st floor again.LAUGH-OUT-LOUD!i tink pple who don know us might think that we are crazy pple.dan at about 4.30,while we were at the 2nd floor,we saw tiff and her mum coming up from the escalator..she didnt semm to have noticed me and so i called "tiffany"!and than she saw me.her mum saw us and asked me so many questions la.she asked me whether we bought the prsents already or not,where are we going then,and whether we can wait for tiff to go home and take her hp or not(cos tiff forgot to bring her hp).so of course i said ok.and we found out something.tiff's mum was the manager of "gift a name".if only jason and i have known earlier!!we would have waited for her to come and most probably we'll get a discount or maybe even FOC.cos the name necklace that we bought was really expensive can.so we waited for tiff at hougang mall while she went home to take her hp.while waiting me and jason bought food and drinks to the foodcourt.and than we chat chat chat until tiff called us and told us that she came back already.asked us to go meet her.and she said that she will pay for the taxi far for us!yay!!free taxi.at 5pm,andy also came and we took a taxi to the chalet there.it was so funny la.when we opened the taxi door eveyone rushed to sit at the back.no one wanted to sit in the front seat.we were shoutung like crazy and the driver was like so stunned??haha dan no choice tiff had to go sit in the front.when we settled down,i apologised to the driver and told him that we were mad.he laughed.dan jason and i folded a lot of hearts in the taxu.okok,it was him,not me.i onli folded about 2 or 3?cos i was on the urge of vomitting and i couldnt concentrate on folding any hearts la.im allergic to taxis!finally we reached costa sands resort and walked to the chalet room.when we found out that valentina was not there yet,we went to the beach there to play first.we bought a kite to fly.god,it was my first time flying a kite and it was great fun!!jason so expert la.he was like the onli one among us that could keep the kite in the air.play play play,dan valentina called to tell us that she reached liao and want us to go and help out.actually,we din really help much.we just helped with the eating.lol..when the food was ready.me,jason,tiff and andy shared one big piece of black pepper stingray.it was downright delicious man!the four of us werr like snatching for it?!oh ya.i forgot sumting..sophia,jenson,and jenson's fren came too.and we had a great time tgt.after eating all of us(including valentina's sec skul frens) went to the beach tgt.but we were like always in two groups.never tgt.valentina's grp did sumting dat i found it shocking.including sophia.OMG i couldnt believe my eyes at that moment.when i saw them did that.i don wan to say it out.cos i respect them:) dan me,tiff,jenson,andy and kaijie cant stand it and so we walked away by ourselves.god,jenson is in band.and same instrument as me!!UMBELIEVABLE.after that we went to watch the sea.it was sooo beautiful!!i just love it.we sat on this big piece of stone and slacked there.and we played screaming.we all screamed to the sea like crazy pple.and the pple beside us were laughing at us.we laughed back.and we took alot of pics too..some of them are quite blur and couldnt see our faces..so i uploaded this one.its the nicest one among all.
ya..its me and jason.and the pic is upside down!!haha..wad a pity rite??i took one wif toff and its quite nice but she haven sent it to me yet.it was really really fun.than at about 10.30 jason need to go home liao and he asked to to pei him go home.none of them wanted to go home yet cos they think it was too early so onli me and jason went home at that time.tiff is so kind.she paid for our taxi fare again:) thank you tiffany! haha..jason and i had the whole taxi to ourselves!!lol...we talked alot in the taxi and we shared the same opinions on "celebrating birthdays".but i tink that wad we said is really true.i mean,u dun have to...er...ok,i don want to say it out.nevermind...
the taxi reached my house first and so i alighted first.i said bye and closed the door behind me.that BANG of thetaxi door marked the end of my happy day.sad sad sad...
btw,i still owe jason a birthday present.wonder wad he wants.i asked him but he never tell me..nvm,i'll wait until he tells me wad he wants..:)
hah...so here's the end of my post.hope that i'll get to go the pasir ris beach and play again soon!!
Saturday, April 14, 2007 @ 5:33 PM
went out with eileen just now to buy esther's bday present .met her at cp.dan we walked around but kant find anything to buy for esther.so we went to hougang mall and buy my present instead.lol..went to sportslink to buy the waterbottle that i wan.eileen bought it for me as my bday present.THANKYOU EILEEN!! i love her loads.she is so good to me..yay:)another cancellation on my wanted list.after that went to gift-a-name to see see.in the end we made a name bookmark for esther.its so nice dat i almost cant bear to giv it to her.lol..eileen was hungrt so we went to kfc and ate the wadeva cheeze melt tingy.i shared a set with her.i treat her drink pepsi too!how nice of me huh?haha...after eating we had no where to go so we just walked around aimlessly.i bought a pair of earrings.nice.went to mini toons and bought CANDIES!!yum yum.delicious.elicia came to meet eileen at about 4 plus n i dowan be lightbulb so i went off by myself.lol...
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GOD.tmr is my birthday.and i have to go do cip agn!!nvm,i'll be doing a good deed on my 14th birthday.
i'll wish myself an early happy bday 1st.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!:)
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i have to learn to let go of you completely.i dont why...you weren't there that day but i wasn't sad at all...i tink im starting to forget u...
Monday, April 09, 2007 @ 4:07 PM
went to ren ci hospital to do cip ytd.reached school at about 1.55pm.than took the school bus to the hospital.sat with yenni in the bus and we ate mentos and talked about where we were gonna work for the remaining 9 hours that we had to do for cip.
reached~~~~
went in and there was this women toking n toking non stop.she was toking so fast that i couldnt even catch up with her and pay attention to wat she was saying.dan went into the conference room and lisened to another lady talk about the rules,regulations and history about the hospital.next,went to sit in the hall and watch those pple perform and sing for the senior citizen patients.they sang hokkien,cantonese,english and chinese songs.watched the red cross performed too.it was diao diao and more diaos.and mdm yeo kept on asking us to go and sing.she asked me to go sing one cantonese song for them.bud i dowan.i said i didn't noe how to sing.im a liar huh?so she said nxt wk everyone mus prepare one item to perform.and so i'll be singing a song with yenni.but haven decided on which song to sing yet.dun care luhh.dao shi hou cai da suan.
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came back to school at about 5pm.went to the shop and went to buy fries wif yenni cos we were both starving like crazy.hahaas...dan she walk wif me to the bustop.i took my bus and she went home. :D
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nxt week's cip is giving out provisions to the one room flat residents and performing for them.at redhill there.wonder wad it'll be like..jus hope that it isn't too bad and will probably turn out to be fun!!!
@ 3:26 PM
i am gonna breakdown mentally sooner or later.i've sort of given up hoi pe on almost everyting.bcos i realise sumting.there is no use hoping because nothing will come out of it.thats why i've chose to give up.long ago,i knew that this day would arrive but,i didn't expect it to come so soon.i did a lot of thinking last night.i even cried.i thought about the setbacks and hardships of my life.and i cried even more.i jus dont understand why some pple,who already have so many things like love,money,still happiness and frens.but they are not contented with their lif.and here i am,struggling to cope with my sadistic life.i tink i've waited long enough.and i've tolerated long enough.my life right now is just like an expanding balloon.it is going to burst if i tolerateany longer.i really hope that i can stop thinking about all this,put all these to a stop.but somehow,i kant bring myself to do it.i jus say that i wont care about it anymore.maybe time can heal all wounds and i'll be back to my normal self one of these days.but despite all these,i still believe that love and friendship really do exists.Because.... believing makes a person happier.i really hope that what i wish for will come true soon and maybe i'll be a happier person.rather than living in my own world that is full of negative-ness.
Saturday, April 07, 2007 @ 6:27 PM
u see the frenship test thing on the right??go try it out n see how well u understand or noe me..nevermind if u fail..i wont blame u de!!!
